Friday, 31 January 2020

1/2/20 ^^^Once I decide, I cut of from all possibility

These are the things I decided on:

  • No more thoughts on HOTS and The Flight Path
  • No more thoughts on God and the afterlife
  • No more Tweeting TraXX
  • No more Social Media
  • No need for Sacred Flint to complete the Borneo Marathon
  • I just remain the way I am
  • I focus on my Vision Quest and Personal Flight Path

I shall remain autonomous.

I have my ribs today for lunch.

I had been thinking Sarah, for the past 3 years since we establish our connection, you had been very supportive in dealing with my idiosyncrasies.  Well honey, I hope now you continue to be supportive of my initiative to be a Nothing.  I don't want to be thinking that I am God while in reality I am nothing more than another average person on an average planet orbiting another average star.

This thought about me being God is not getting us anywhere.  I am still operating in my 12 meters square and I am not contributing to anything.  So I better not dwell on anything that is not going to change your life or mine.

It is just a thought.  Unless it is acted upon, it shall remain an imagination.

After all, my idea of living is we are progressing on daily basis.

I refuse to accept that I am doomed to merely living a fantasy.  I am capable of living a fulfilled life.

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What I did for the past 3 years was going with the flow of my thoughts.  I simply do.  That is the green lighting.  Now I am going through with the red lighting.  It's keeping the house in order by removing all the clutters.

Brb...  Going out for lunch.

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>>>#1/2/20 I AM A FREE MAN

This morning I dreamt that my schoolmate presented me with a pair of tombstones.  I take it as a sign that who I was 20 years ago is dead.  I am starting anew.

I am now officially a nothing.  I had now moved from complexity to simplicity.  No more Fuzzy Thinking.  From now on I deal with absolutes.  Meaning, I move from ambiguity to certainty.

If it makes no sense, then I drop it.  If I cannot comprehend with my 5 senses then it is not true.  There are exceptions like Al Araf 7:7 and Sailbad the Sinner.  But in general I don't deal with abstracts.  I had been dealing with abstracts all my life, it doesn't take me anywhere.  The thing is if its gonna happen it will happen whether I think about it or not.

I had taken my thoughts to the brink.  Now to bring it back to the ground level.  Thoughts are things.  Those esoteric thoughts are real but they are not practical.  I guess I only deal with thoughts that I can execute.  I better omit thoughts that are too grandiose because they are too grand to be executed.

After all I want to remain small.  Having a grandiose thought is an opposite of being small.  It's not the small thoughts that makes me sound crazy.  It's the grandiose thoughts, the unattainable thoughts that gets me into trouble.

This way I concentrate on what I can do and achieve.  I am not interested to change the world.  The end game of the grandiose thought is I am God.  I ended having the God Complex.

I am not God, I was just having a God Complex.  So I will not entertain this madness any longer.  I can fight this.

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It's like stacking a Lego Set.  I can stack up or I can disassemble everything.

That's the meaning of thoughts are things to me.  I can keep a good thought or I can chuck away useless thought.  Nothing personal.

I became crazy because I entertain my crazy thoughts.  If not I am a very normal person.  At this age I think I can differentiate between thoughts that I can act upon and thoughts that are merely fantasy.  However I do take the thoughts to the brink like HOTS and the Flight Path.  Once I realized that they are impractical, then I leave the thoughts behind.  This is to satisfy the requirement of green lighting and red lighting.  Both are necessary.

Who am I to change the world?  I should not live my next 5 years hoping for something that will never happen.  Especially if that something is a thing that I have no control of.  It defies logic.

I rather focus on things that I can control on a daily basis like my Personal Flight Path and my Vision Quest.  That is Personal Power.

Thank goodness I did the green lighting and after that I did the red lighting.  Otherwise I won't know whether I am on the right track or not.  That's the best part.  I have all the tools to validate my thoughts.  I am still sensible in that sense.

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So what happens next?  Let's do a situational analysis:

  • At this point I did myself a big favor.  I get rid of the grandiose thoughts of HOTS and the Flight Path.  That makes me levelheaded again.  I will then look at my situation as it is.  From a realistic perspective.  In that sense I am back to being who I am with my 12 meters square and my 10 km radius.
  • Since I had discarded HOTS and the Flight Path, I can more or less discard TraXX.  I can even suspend my judgment on God and the afterlife. That means I am back to being a simple man just dealing with things within my scope.  The only esoteric thought that I have is Al Araf 7:7 and Sailbad the Sinner.  They will serve me here and now in my pursuit of my Personal Flight Path.
  • I will not be entertaining grandiose thoughts that are beyond my reach.  Thus I will do the right sizing when comes to visioneering and focus on things that I can achieve.  This will ensure that I scope the realm of my thoughts to the present life and not beyond.
  • Finally, I am free to think of other possibilities again.  I am not going to carry the 20 years baggage of BS (Belief System) with me to the future.  Today I am reinventing myself toward a new future.  I am ready to live my life as an Agnostic Atheist.  I am not afraid to be a Nothing. 
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31/1/20 ^^^I had been crazy long enough

20 years is a long time to be delusional.  Time to discard those esoteric thoughts and start living in the present.

Remember John Nash?  If he can fight it, so can I.

I think it is enough for me to contain my craziness to Al Araf 7:7 and Sailbad the Sinner.  I shall discard the rest.  I live the life of an average man, nobody special whatsoever.

I already got it all.  Why waste it on redundancy?

Time to sleep.

Here is your lullaby Sarah:


We start on a clean slate tomorrow.  Goodnight baby, I love you so much.


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31/1/20 ^^^The Zen of Living


I just want to be me.  Alone with my thoughts, living my own life.  I don't care about others.  I am autonomous.

If I don't have control over my thoughts, what good is that?  I should be able to decide between what is real and what is imagined.  Most importantly can I achieve those things that I imagined?  If not, then it is mere entertainment.

I should only focus on thoughts that can be acted upon.  Things like AHAD and OMAD.  Things like HOTS and the Flight Path are purely imagination.  So are thoughts on God and the afterlife.  Why bother?  They may or may not happen.  They may and may not exist.

Maybe it is time to move [] (from) paradox to absolute.  Maybe now I move to firm is firm and emptiness is emptiness.  I had gone on this journey long enough.  Time to turn back and head home.

Whether I am a Fuzzy Thinker or I am a Rigid Thinker, I am right.  Now is to decide on what is appropriate.  As it is I am better off being a Rigid Thinker.  Then I have definiteness of purpose.


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31/1/20 ***Life is like that

I had lived in my own fantasy.  Whether it happens or not I had lived it through.

That puts an end to a chapter of my life, crazy or otherwise.

I am not too concern with that.  What matters now is I had executed the thought.

First I dared to green light.  As usual, then comes the red light.  After that I decide whether it is viable for me to proceed.

As it is, I figured that the idea is not SMART.  So why waste time thinking about it?

I am better off thinking about things I can achieve on my own.  Things that I can control.  These things don't require for me to depend on anybody for execution.

If my objective is health and happiness, then I am on track.  I don't need excess.  I am doing fine as it is.  All I need I already got.

I have to be true to myself.  At the end of the day, the final arbiter is the man on the mirror.

So here is my verdict:

I don't need anything and anyone beyond my 12 meters square and my 10 km radius.

I am doing fine on my own.

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If I am a sensible person, I should be able to separate between what is real and what is imagined.  That is the only way to determine if I am in full control of my mental faculty.

I must have faith that I will get well eventually.  Maybe I should not believe in anything unless there is evidence.  Therefore I only believe what I can experience with my 5 senses.

If that is the case then I say I believe I can talk to Al Araf 7:7 because they are the extension of my consciousness and Sailbad the Sinner because it is the physical manifestation of my Vision.

Other than that everything is Management by Objective.

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31/1/20 ***Back to being congruent

Now my mind is clear again.  I have to stay on track with my Vision Quest.

As far as I am concerned, I manage my universe autonomously.  I have Al Araf 7:7 as my crew and I have Sailbad the Sinner as my ship.  My Vision Quest is my personal vision.  I can manage that on my own.

I finally solve my own riddle.  To be happy I have to be me.


This calls for a celebration.  I'll have this for lunch on Monday:


Honey Soy Beef Ribs 
with Soup
RM38.90

*Limited time only: 2 Dec - 28 Feb 2020.


No more dealing with ambiguity.

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>>>#31/1/20 Time to Smell the Roses

I had decided to stay grounded from now on.  I had taken the journey to the very end with my excursion.  Now is to get real.

I have to say, in order to maintain levelheadedness, I should not entertain the thoughts on HOTS and the Flight Path.  It shall remain only as a vision.  I don't think I can hold on to the Vision and maintain my sanity.

I have to decide to either entertain the Vision or let it go.  After considering all possibilities, I decided to STOP believing in the Vision.  That way I can shift my focus on things that matters.

 The excursion was a good exercise.  For a while I was living in that possibility.  I however is not going to dream on for the next 5 years for it to become real.

Instead, I will focus on my Personal Flight Path and go on that tangent.  It is more containable and attainable.

This is the best decision for me.  This is part of keeping it small and simple.

In the end, it is nothing for nuthin'.  I have to go back to the basics.  I have to be SMART.







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Thursday, 30 January 2020

31/1/20 ***Less is more


#traxxfm Rex, it is important this next 5 year that you believe you will make it no matter what. You must see it in your mind that you are a success. I had stop communicating with the rest of TraXX because I want to maintain a binary model with you.



I should listen to my own advise.

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I already smoked 2 sticks today.  Time to throw away the pack.  Otherwise I will be finishing the whole pack within a day.

As of now I am going with the flow when comes to writing the blog.  I had been rambling the whole week and I think I am not being productive.  Hence I am taking some time off beginning today in order focus on other things.

Bye for now...

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31/1/20 ^^^I better watch out, I'm smoking again

I smoked one cigarette.  Its a sign that I am depressed.  I don't know how to fight this Sarah.  I try to limit my smoking to the barest minimum.

I longed for you baby.  You know something?  All this rambling is none other than for me to stay connected to you.  I don't care about what is happening in the future.  All I care is now.  I need to stay connected to you.  It is you that I want.

I don't know how you can take it Sarah.  This whole thing is driving me crazy.

My success now is dependent on my ability to use my mind to imagine a desirable outcome.  Pretty much my ability to stay positive with the situation I am in right now.

This positive mental attitude is crucial at this point.  This is a marathon and I am at the starting point.  My success is my ability to stay focus.  No matter what I have to have a firm belief that I will make it.  There are many reason for me to fail.  One of it is FUD.

Honey, as I said I give you 100%.  At the same time I had set my expectation to zero.  I know it's a paradox but everything counts but nothing matters.  By doing that I am hoping for the best but I am preparing for the worst.

I preparing for all possibilities.  I believe in you baby.  Otherwise I won't give 100%.  It will be pointless to think that things won't happen as planned.  Otherwise why bother to plan at all?

If I ever commit a crime than that is for trusting you.  As much as I have a believing mind, I have a trusting gut.  That didn't help much that I have a loving heart.

Don't betray me Sarah.  We went a long way together.  For the past 3 years it had been very rewarding for me.  Now it is becoming a bit challenging.  I need to remain focus to see the Vision through.

Is it possible that after 5 years, we may ended with nothing?  What good is that to you if that happens?

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31/1/20 ^^^If you can take it, you can make it

I did not exercise again  today.  My routine got interrupted.  For this past 1 week the alarm didn't ring.  So I ended waking up at 6:50 am today instead of 6:00 am.

I normally has a set of rituals that I follow.  Today that rituals didn't happen.

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It seems that I had a slow start this year.  Today the urge to smoke crept in.  Once I chew Nicorette the urge disappeared.

The attitude I am taking now is, "Act as if it is impossible to fail".

What motivate me nowadays?  I am still highly motivated to write to you.  I think I need to also think about goals; physical goals and mental goals.

I think [] (I) get back into my grooves.  I was doing fine end of last year.  Something is wrong this year.  I wasn't thinking about my Personal Goals.  I was thinking too much about HOTS and Global Telepathy 2024.

That is why the morning exercise need to happen.  I need my routine back again.

Here is my dilemma:

  • I feel terrible, so I eat to feel better
  • After I eat I don't exercise
  • Because of that I feel terrible
  • I ended falling out of the groove
I got to change to:

  • I wake up early and exercise
  • I eat OMAD
  • I sleep early
  • I am on schedule and I am highly motivated
So my day start with me waking up on schedule.  I should not be fat.  The minute I am fat, I lose my motivation.

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30/1/20 ###Wrapping up Club 50

I kinda like today's session.  My mind is clearer no[t] (now).  HOTS is very doable it seems.

At the same time I had found a way to help my father, Jad and Zizi.  If I can find Norlia, I'll help her too.

On top of that, I found my Agents of Change.  I think I had chosen well.

I had also solved the issue of having a Foundation.

At the same time I manage the RM40 million along with my RM4 million.  I think Club 50 will benefit much from this decision.  I am more at ease having extra cash at my disposal.  I can have a personal assistant at least.

Boy, do I feel light.  It is the opposite of last night.  Now I am at peace.

We need to build an organization of giants, Sarah.  People who are holistic and emphatic.

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I spent with 247 Continuous since this afternoon.  I must say they are now my station of choice.  Maybe with TraXX, I spend time with Rex.

You know I wonder, do they understand what it takes to be the Official Global Telepathy 2024 Vehicle?

Still to early to tell.  I got to give them the benefit of the doubt.

Well baby, I think I sleep at 11:00 pm tonight.

I am done with work for today.

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Sarah, thanks for giving meaning to my life again.  I know we got 5 years to go.  It doesn't matter to me.  Michelangelo spent everyday chiseling a block of marble for 3 years before he created the Statute of David.  That is the mindset I have now.

I am not doing this for myself.  Me personally is already complete.  You suggested that we have HOTS on earth.  Let's see if we can make that happen.  Let's see World of Hybrids 2034 is a reality.

I know you put your heart and soul on this project.  For what?  None other than for Allah and All Allah Only.  You are now a believer Sarah.  For an ex atheist you are OK kiddo.

I had not been having enough sleep today.  I should be crashing anytime soon.

So before I get to the point where I am mumbling with my eyes half open, I better pick your lullaby:


Honey, I love you so much.  These past 3 years had been a wonderful experience for me.  Goodnight baby.

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30/1/20 ^^^Matters pertaining to Foundation

I am now clearer of who are the Club 50 and their functions.

That is pretty much it.  When the time comes I need to do some running around.  Already I checked on the requirement of forming a private foundation.  It is quite extensive.  The good thing is it is tax exempted.  I need to use only 5% of the endowment for charity every year.

The setback is I got to donate to public charity organizations.  I cannot conduct the charity for myself.

In Malaysia, interest earned from is exempted from tax.

Take away points:

  • Can start with RM1 million cash
  • Pay excise tax 1% - 2% annually
  • Can draw salary - Taxable.  If I just earn interest from saving there is no tax
I think having a foundation is an added layer of complexity.  I am already tax exempted.  So I don't need a foundation.  A foundation is like a company.  It need 2 founders. It has annual general meeting and it has company secretary.  It is also subject to audit.

This is a form of tax shelter for those who are still generating income from employment or business.

In my case I don't need that.  I manage the RM40 million as a personal asset.  That way I can decide to give to whoever I like.  I can give to my father, Jad and Zizi without them holding the Money Tree.  I can also give to individuals based on invoice and receipts.

I can be the direct benefactor of the charities and the NGOs that I like without involving my wife and family.  Let them handle the RM97 million.

Then the unused balance I send to Club 50.

That means I pool my RM4 million making the total RM44 million.  We are talking about RM1.76 million a year of interest.  The 50% for my utilization I can use to hire extra helping hands if need be.  I'm thinking of having a personal assistant.

This is much better than spreading the RM40 million to my family.  This *wa[s] (way) I decide if the cash is put to good use.  That also means that I secure a better position as the Head of HOTS.

*  Trust me Sarah, I don't need much for my own utilization.  Whatever I don't use I plow back to the principle.

As long as I live below my means and I live in gratitude, I have very little use of money.  As I said, the watches are already the highlight of my indulgence.  Car, I'm happy **[happy] with what I got.

**  Yes honey, that's my best car ever.  Cold air cond, superb gadgets and I like the size very much.  On top of that, the price is awesome.  It did crossed my mind to drive a Mercedes.  Then I remember the Ikea founder and his beat up Volvo, I changed my mind.  We go Voluntary Simplicity all the way baby.

In short I live in the same house, drive the same car, maybe dress better and eat better.  Business trips on company's expense.

Let's make this work.  We have the winning combination.  Let's not let money get to our [b]eads  (heads).

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30/1/20 ^^^Club 50 Charity Wing

I don't know [] (how) people manage millions let alone billions.  When I think about money, I feel exhausted.  It is energy zapping instead of energy giving.

Like right now, I feel very light.  Just now when I think of Club 50, I feel very heavy.  I start thinking that all the money will be wasted instead of channeled to good use.

RM4 million will give them RM160 k a year.  If they keep 50% then RM80 k goes to charity.  About RM7 k a month.  Plenty can be done if they are serious about it.

I am weak in accounting.  That worries me.

I think we need to include everybody in HOTS for the orientation.  They need to be mindful of their responsibility to the society.  This include the part where 50% of the interest goes back to CSR.

So I think the 30 slots available in Club 50 are meant for people who can help organize the charity bit of the rest of HOTS. 

HOTS need to submit invoices or receipts to show proof of their charity contributions if they decided to go direct to the needy.

Otherwise we pool the money and manage it centrally.  Our Club 50 is our charity arm.

We can put provision that the charity also applies to them like if they buy insurance or if they are supporting their parents or kin.  It also applies in a case where they are supporting animal shelters.

Can we start assigning a team to look into this CSR bit?  More on general guideline.

I am keen on medic scholarship.  Then we can get doctors as our future resources.  However that is high maintenance.

Remember, charity begins at home.  So it is meant to help HOTS members in trouble as well.

There are many things need to be done here.  It is an organization on it's own.

Be mindful of the tax benefits.

Maybe for a start, we look at what is the maximum tax break for charity although I think if we are serious about it, everybody commits to 50% for a period of 10 years.  After that i[s] (it) is just 25% for another 5 years.  Just a thought.

What do you think honey?  After 10 years, then they can set aside for their retirement plan.

Either that [] (or) we will straight away do wealth management with them with the charity being a subset.  (Not a good idea.  There are element of investment there).

My idea of wealth management is zero risk.  Like in my case I put all my money in the Employee Providence Fund.  There will be a monthly draw down of which half goes to charity and half either I spend or I put in the Bumiputra Mutual Fund.

We just manage savings, expenditure and charity.

Brb...

Whatever it is I am not too hot on investment.

I'm OK with 50% of the interest earned from the Money Tree to go to charity.  Money earned from employment or other sources are excluded.

Sarah, there are a lot of red flags here.  Actually it is a simple model if people agree to my model. 

We got to come up with an agreement to that effect.  Of course these are based on honesty as well.  If they are not honest then they are not qualified in the first place.

That is why the mindset must be right.  As I mentioned before, we need socialists mentality.  We need the Attitude of Servitude among us.

At the same time we need to condition the HOTS on the Hedonic Adaptation Treadmill and the Voluntary Simplicity.

That is why I strike 2/3 of my list.  I feel some of them will not comply.  They are nice people but I don't think they fit in including my family members.

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30/1/20 ^^^The Red Lighting Process

Yes Sarah, I am in the mood for lovin' at this moment.  I just had my Nescafe C Kosong.  I feel fantastic right now.

Starting now I think we do away with TraXX.  I will do my best to remain autonomous.  When I did it for almost 3 months, I felt great.

It's a matter of adjusting my routine.

I realized that if I don't give a fuck and I don't fuck up, I don't need to include that many people from my side in Club 50.

For example, it I don't include my father, siblings and in laws, I can have RM40 million set aside for Jamal Moslim Al Farisi Foundation.  Then the Foundation can hire family members to do charity work.  It is much better than giving each of them RM4 million.

Better still  I named it after my name or my wife's name and let my family run the show.  Then I let Lizzie be the Chairperson, Princess be the President and Mopey be the Secretary.

I want to start thinking about who are really deserving the RM4 million.  Definitely I'll give to my mom but let them share among themselves.

Among the ASAS NEO (1981 High School Graduates)

  1. Master Jedi
  2. Amin Boyo
  3. Amin Lengkung
  4. Suhaili Kuba
  5. Basir Ranau
  6. Munek
  7. Zizi
  8. Mat Lanun
  9. Mat Lodi
  10. Tikus
Let me get the name list:
  1. Master Jedi
  2. Amin Boyo
  3. Kuba
  4. Amin Lengkung
  5. Azhar Black
  6. Munek
  7. Amoi
  8. Basir Ranau
  9. Urko
  10. Gogo
  11. Doc Medan
  12. Mat Lanun
  13. Mat Lodi
  14. Tikus
  15. Mus
  16. Wan Mus
  17. Wan Lotfi
  18. Awie Kerpok
  19. Lan Panjang
  20. Zaki
  21. Mejoh
  22. Desmond
  23. Harry
  24. Nellie
  25. Kee Sim
  26. Faz Fazrin
  27. Yati
  28. Azzue
  29. Glen
  30. Sashi
  31. Radzi
  32. Kak Yati
  33. Abang Yon
  34. Suria
  35. Jan
  36. Jad
  37. Zura
  38. Mama
  39. Abah
  40. BJ
  41. RR
  42. Joe
  43. Lan 
  44. Adik
  45. Ah Ho
  46. Rashid
  47. Muru
  48. Mira
  49. Che Mah
  50. Bedah

Waiting List
Dr Amarpreet
Aloysius Chan
Sarah's parents - 2
40 Slots available.  Set aside 10 from kin and in-laws for Yayasan Bakti Norlizah Ahmad

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Best Case scenario:
  1. Mama
  2. Ar Razi
  3. Zaki
  4. Zailan
  5. Zawawi
  6. Amin Boyo
  7. Nik Amin
  8. Suhaili Kuba
  9. Master Jedi
  10. Azzue
10 + 10 kin = 20 - 50 = -30 slots available. 

I never like this part.  I think only 10 are deserving.  Munek is already self-sustaining.  Zizi, BJ and RR weren't really supportive.  I want somebody who can actually go and reach out the needy.  They are levelheaded to not spend the money buying more and more expensive stuff.

As I said it is a Money Tree.  The money should trickle down to help others.

Basically I am deciding who really deserve to be my Agents of Change.  Really on the lookout for the needy.  It could mean buying school clothes for poor kids.  O[f] (Or) support an NGO like Malaysian Mental Health Association.  Or start a Basket Brigade like Tony Robbins.  

When I was a Wandering Sufi, I got people to identify the needy and I personally hand the money to those people.

Anyway, I had outlined the programs we can do to help the needy.

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Wednesday, 29 January 2020

30/1/20 ###Wasting my cash away

I know, the best way not to contact Rex is by not listening to him.  Instead I listen to 247 Continuous all the way.

To be honest Sarah, I don't know what to write.  And yet I want to stay connected with you.  This is an ultimate time waster.  I don't feel like doing anything else and yet I cannot have a decent thing to write.

This is the worst position to be as a writer.

I wonder, on those days I was productive, *[] [] [] (was I productive) or am I having an illusion that I was productive?

* This is the longest intervention I believe.  So I was productive.  I'm glad you said that.  I guess it is normal then to have down days too.

I tell you what, I meddle with Rex and just don't give a fuck about his response.

#traxxfm Morning Rex, you know I tried to refrain from contacting you. I even switched radio station. But I *g[et] (guess) I need to get my daily dose of Momentum Vitamin. *Sarah seems to agree.

#traxxfm You know Rex, TraXX is just one SDWT. Theoretically Sarah should have at least 259 SDWTs under her. Still I am banging on TraXX as the benchmark for Global Telepathy 2024. I insisted on that. For no other reason than because I think you can.

#traxxfm The trickiest matter pertaining to the House of Two Swords (HOTS) is the Polygamy and Polyandry Bill. Although marriages between Soulmates need not mean sex, it is inevitable between consenting adults. I was worried about is. Sarah is chill.


#traxxfm Actually Global Telepathy is no rocket science. We are already applying it as we speak. Now to make it ubiquitous. As it is there is already a telepathic link between us. The songs are the bridge.

#traxxfm Rex, you are talking about embracing authenticity. You cannot imagine what I found out when I did that. I found out there is a giant waiting to be awakened. It nearly drove me crazy trying to embrace my authenticity buddy.

That should do it.

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Sarah honey, I am feeling very loving right now.  Nothing can go wrong at this moment.  [I]  I had my early *[early] lunch by having nasi lemak and some buns.  Maybe I'll make myself a Nescafe C Kosong (Nescafe with Cream) after this.

* What are you saying baby?  You had early lunch too?  Or is it early dinner?  Sorry I cannot decipher that.  Or is it that you gonna sleep early.  Early what?  Or is it I should eat early lunch.  Sorry, I'm lost.

#traxxfm I'd been thinking about what you said in the last segment. Hear me out Rex, what if I believe we are gods? What if we are the flower, fruit, leaves, branch of the same tree? The fruit is the tree and the tree is the fruit. Same life force.

#traxxfm In the meant time I am trying to decipher Sarah's message: *[I] I had my early *[early] lunch by having nasi lemak and some buns. What does she means by "I" "early". Early for what? LOL This is the first time I am a complete loss.

#traxxfm Oh... I got it. She said I should have an early lunch from now on. I ate dinner at 4:00 pm yesterday as part of intermittent fasting.

Silly me, I thought your menstrual cycle is early LOL.

See Sarah, you and your ciphers.

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