Today is indeed a good day. I am well rested and I had a good lunch. This afternoon I have nothing better to do tha[t] (than) watch a little bit of tv.
The weather is just nice. We have sunshine will a little bit of cloud.
Later the whole family is planning to go for coffee before dinner.
All and all it is a good day to take it easy.
My thoughts are on the Vision Quest routine. I will start my AHAD and OMAD again by Monday. Somehow I am full of joy today.
Nothing matters really. When I look ahead I see the horizon far and beyond. 21 years Sarah. That's all it takes. This is one lifetime. After that we are ready for another lifetime.
I think I call off my meeting tonight. I have the urge to smoke cigarette when I meet Zaki.
My challenge really is to maintain a high degree of enthusiasm to pursue my daily grind. Based on the previous experience, isolation seemed like a drag initially. But once I get used to it, isolation is a resource.
I think I should persist until it becomes my way of life. I have to mentally prepare for such a life since I am considering to withdraw from the social media.
Brb...
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Sarah, how do you feel when you know that you cannot fail? It sure feels good isn't it? That's what I am feeling now. Screw those who don't believe. There are plenty who do.
In my mind now I am living in the White Space. Nothing can go wrong here. Everyday is a masterpiece.
Whatever event out there is not effecting me.
What is it that I had thought that I didn't tell you? I told you everything. About the present and the future.
Hence, all you got to do is live through your life with certainty.
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I am calling off my meeting *[meeting] with my 3 oldest friends. As far as I'm concern they are interested.
* These are my oldest friends. So I am happy they are supportive of the initiative.
Now that is out of the way, I can start focusing on my personal goals. This past 2 weeks was really a mess. I was out of focus.
Time to refocus again. 5 years is a long time. Much can be achieve along the way. I will certainly concentrate on my Vision Quest.
OK... Gtg.
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