20/1/20 ^^^From here on it is back to Mensana in Corpore Sano

We had come to the full circle.  I had started the journey to discover who I am.  Then I extended my scope to involve others.  Now I am back to being who I am all over again.

The journey is a personal in nature.  I don't intend to expand my scope.  Hence I become microscopic.  As I said, I want to be a Nothing.  However by becoming Nothing I become Everything.  Now from Everything I want to become a Nothing again.

With that I complete my full circle.

Nevertheless, to be God is a Man Fully Functioning. I need to go back to the basics.  A Man Fully Functioning is a person who is Mensana in Corpore Sano.

I had not been consistent with my Vision Quest.  With my time spent on HOTS matters, I tend to lose focus.

I need to get back to the present.  To my AHAD and OMAD.  I need to win my Private Victory before I can say I am winning the Public Victory.

Beginning tonight I sleep at 11:00 pm again.

Tomorrow I will no longer talk about the HOTS.

Sufficient that I initiate the project.  Beyond that I have no control over the resources.

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We have 26 minutes.

What I want to say here is I want to start staying back on my course.  The more microscopic is my world, the broader my mental horizon.

OK, Brenda asked me to stop and get ready for bed.  As usual I will have a chat with Al Araf 7:7.

Here is your lullaby Sarah:

Goodnight baby.  I love you so much.

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