I basically had decided that I want to keep my life as simple as possible. It is a conscious decision. If you notice, I can be a pretty complex person. However I figured that I am better off being simple in every aspect. My life is simple, my thoughts are simple and my actions are simple too.
As much as possible I get rid of clutters especially clutters of the mind. The reason being, by being simple I can focus on things that matters. Nothing matters the most than being healthy and happy. There are people who had achieved this. Basiruddin managed to run 10 km/ hour. That is an achievement not many people at his age can achieve. He did it a[s] (at) 65 kg.
Which means my goal is reasonable. I can do it too. All I got to to is lose some weight and run regularly.
I am a self-motivated individual. I know if I focus and I commit, I can do it. I need to have the right mindset to achieve my goals.
Imagine being thin and frisky. I can wear back my closet full of clothes. That will be amazing. I need to spend time looking at my closet. I did it in 2003. That was not too long ago. I should not surrender to a complacent life. I must strive for excellence. I need to excel.
To excel I need discipline, commitment and consistency. I must persist. I am already ascending. This year I start the Statute of David Project 2022. Once I commit I must do.
Fuck the rest. What matters is my personal pursuit.
I will not be denied.
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Brb... Picking Lizzie from grocery.
OK I'm back.
Basically I a[]m (aim) to become a Man Fully Functioning. That is what being God is all about. I can talk about so many things but if I cannot be the best I can be, then I am not worthy to be called a God.
What does that mean really? It means I have to be a Just Ruler to my Universe Within FIRST. If I cannot do that, then I am not fit to be call a God. Of all the things I can control, I must be able to control myself first.
Being God is a wonderful feeling. We should feel elated by this notion because we are all gods. However to experience being God on daily basis we need to push ourselves everyday. We cannot be complacent. Complacency leads to comfort. Being comfortable leads to inaction.
As I mention in the previous blog, God is not somebody who sits on the pedestal, A God is a form functioning. If God is a man, then a man fully functioning is when he is running.
I can talk cock and sing song but if I don't run, I am not worthy to be called a God.
This notion is not for somebody else out there. This is for my own consumption now that I realize what it means to be God.
A God can be in many forms just like a messenger can be anybody with a message. To some God is Love. To others God is Greatness. Well Sarah, my dear wife, if you accept me as God then my definition of God is a man trying his best to be what he is. For me, that means I have to run. To run I have to lose weight.
Which brings me to this very point; those who are already running on regular basis have already achieve the goal to be gods. It's just that they never thought of themselves as gods.
That's why I envy the runners. They are actually men (and women) fully functioning.
Isn't [] (it) true that the legacy of mankind is we are born to run? It never incurred in anybody's mind that we are born to swim or cycle even. We are born runners! Look at our body. We are by design, runners.
So if you want to be a man fully functioning, a god, then start running. Anything less than that you are mere existing. You are not worthy of your creation.
Look at me Sarah, I'm already past my prime. My body is already aching but still I want to run. Because only by running I am true to my form.
I may not be many things but when I run, I become my true self once again. Suddenly I am able to tap the fountain of youth. Once again I become a child at play.
Not only that, I will experience neuroplasticity and neurogenesis. My body is flooded with all the happy juices.
When I run, I become more loving, more caring and more joyous. This is the answer to the ailments we are facing in our daily lives. We don't need the pills to deal with depression, insomnia and stress. Just go back to our roots and all that we desire, the health and happiness are for the taking.
Hence tomorrow I have to run. I maybe slow but I will persist. In the end it is Acta Non Verba.
It's about taking action. I can talk or I can do. I think baby, my darling angel sent from above, time has come for me to face my own shadows. I cannot go on thinking that I am not ready. I must make the effort to be ready. Otherwise I will not start. One year had passed. Any time is a good time really.
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