I just want to be me. Alone with my thoughts, living my own life. I don't care about others. I am autonomous.
If I don't have control over my thoughts, what good is that? I should be able to decide between what is real and what is imagined. Most importantly can I achieve those things that I imagined? If not, then it is mere entertainment.
I should only focus on thoughts that can be acted upon. Things like AHAD and OMAD. Things like HOTS and the Flight Path are purely imagination. So are thoughts on God and the afterlife. Why bother? They may or may not happen. They may and may not exist.
Maybe it is time to move [] (from) paradox to absolute. Maybe now I move to firm is firm and emptiness is emptiness. I had gone on this journey long enough. Time to turn back and head home.
Whether I am a Fuzzy Thinker or I am a Rigid Thinker, I am right. Now is to decide on what is appropriate. As it is I am better off being a Rigid Thinker. Then I have definiteness of purpose.
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