28/1/20 ^^^I have to let go of the God Complex

My source of motivation is still John Nash.  If he can cure himself from the illness after 30 years, I should cure my illness after 20 years.

First I have to acknowledge that whatever happen are all the figment of my imagination including Al Araf 7:7.  Those epiphanies are all patternicites. 

I need to bring down all these thoughts and just accept that I am just another human being experiencing Illusion of Grandiose.

If I want to be a normal human being, then I should [] (have) sound mental faculty.  There is no miracle beyond what can be explained through logical thinking.

I will deal with things logically from now on.

So let's cut the crap.  Let's do away with ALL that is not logical.

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Here is your lullaby Sarah:

Goodnight baby.  Don't worry, we will be OK...  I love you so much honey.

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