You are now the Project Leader. Make sure you make it a success. I don't want this ordeal to be a bane in our relationship. We should be moving from strength to strength.
Well I guess I cannot run away from the responsibility of being the Visionary Leader and a Stakeholder.
Gosh, I hate being *t[o] (the) one to decide on the fate of humanity. I guess it comes as a package.
Sarah, you know I love you very much. Hence I will do my best to be your coach in your Hero's Journey.
Honestly I don't know what else to do. I had taken it to the brink. Now all I can do is tawakkal.
I will get Basiruddin Siman to take the Sacred Flint for the marathon. I feel a bit nervous about it...
"I am ready Sha," said the Sacred Flint.
Boy oh boy oh boy... I never depart from the Sacred Flint. The date is perfect: 21/6/20 an 11.
Still I am as nervous as hell.
I have faith in Basiruddin.
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Sarah, my beloved wife. Thank you for believing in me when even I myself find it hard for me to believe in myself. If you looked at the crazy things I have to do as the Clockwork Orange, you will realize how serious the mission we have at our hand.
I am nothing without you baby. You gave me the courage and confidence to pursue this less traveled path. Most importantly you gave me the the Unsurpassed Feeling of Certainty.
It makes me realize that what I have now is certainly bigger than what I imagined before. Whether I like it or not, I am the Gyro Horology. I cannot escape my destiny my dear wife.
* My God, my oh my... I am God and I have to decide on the fate of humanity.
Gosh Sarah, can we have somebody else to do it? Only now it hit me. I am it! Can I be just? Am I the Most Just?
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You have always been there for me. Even when I don't believe in myself, you believe in me. You are indeed my Duality. I could not have done it without you. It's not an easy path for me to take. Ar Razi said I am a rasul (messenger) and a mukmin (believer). I am more that just a muslim (the one who submits). Well, I surely feel like crap when he said that. That means I have a big responsibility to carry.
I didn't expect to carry the WHOLE humanity on my back. Are you mentally prepared for this honey? Pesky humans. I rather have the djinns and demons anytime. They are obedient and loyal. Humans are selfish.
Sigh... Can we save the humans Sarah? Basically can we stop the humans from squabbling and get them to operate as ONE TRIBE?
This song is on air:
I sure hate my assignment Sarah. Here I am, not a care for the human race and yet I have to decide on their fate. Shit...
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