I am the messenger but I am not the message.
It sure feels good to be me. After all I don't want any part of it. I already happy being who I am. I don't need society and society don't need me.
What should I be thinking then?
I decided to remain small. Next I shall remain in isolation. I have plenty of books to read.
So to celebrate my independence I think I read something tonight. I had not been reading this past 1 week.
This Sunday I am going to have some Durian. It might as well be my Celebration of Independence.
High time I SNAP VANISH.
Boy do I feel like a million buck.
I wish I don't have to meet my 3 oldest friends this Saturday. I don't want to meet anybody. Not even BJ, RR or Munek. I just want to be on my own.
I want to live my own fantasy. Just me and [] (my) Vision Quest.
You know Sarah, everybody is chasing the same thing; more and more expensive. Here I am going for less or less frequent.
At most Sarah I settle for what is rightfully mine. Even that I can say that's aplenty. Like this Durian feast I am having. That will be the highlight for the year. It only gonna cost me RM150 max.
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If you are gearing for success then I guess you are pretty ecstatic right now. We are going on an ascend. Surely the journey is pretty enlightening.
As for me, I am enjoying the ride. When I look from that perspective, I don't feel that 5 years is a long time at all. As a matter of fact I look forward to enjoy the scenery along the way.
I got nothing to lose Sarah. Even you got nothing to lose if you know what you are in for.
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