>>>#29/1/20 It was raining when I woke up

It s relief after a long dry spell.

I had the leftover nasi lemak that Lizzie cooked yesterday.

The rain brought with it the optimism of change.

Now remember when I said I am impartial of God and the afterlife, I don't deny they both exist.  It's just that I will put them at a constant *[move] from that point on.  That means I don't care whether they exist or not.  They don't impact my life negatively or positively.

* Gosh, I can't decipher this.  What do you mean honey?  You agree?  Did I write moDe?  I don't really know.

Sharudin Jamal

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@KongEu3

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#traxxfm My favorite Emerson quote (which I just revisited last night) is "First, be a good animal". That's what I'm doing right now. I am resetting at zero.

Whatever it is I am forgoing everything and go with the smallest configuration and settle with just you and me as the Duality.  That means at the most basic level I operate as a multiverse, not a single universe.

Do you notice or not?  Whether I have a grandiose thought or I choose to shrink it, nothing changes around me.  So why have a high maintenance thought while I can have simplification?  That's my rationale.  I was having unnecessary "responsibilities" by having a complex thought while in reality all I need to think of is just me, myself and I.

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This simplification did me good. Last night I managed to do some reading.  I managed to sleep early again.  Certainly my life is in order when I am a simple person.

Maybe I am the Almighty, I don't really know.  However, it serves no purpose for me to think of it as such.  Come 24/12/24 I will invoke the mubahala.  I will still flow with the motion.  Until the time comes, I just choose to remain simple.  I am not revoking everything.

Last night I was thinking of dismantling Al Araf 7:7.  Then I realized that I am only suspending my judgment, I am not discarding anything.  So Sailbad the Sinner is still ascending.  The only difference now is it is no longer my concern whether it is true or not.  I had executed the thought.  Now that thought is in the past.  The same is true with HOTS and Global Telepathy.

By compartmentalizing my thoughts in this manner, I am more agile.  I don't carry the baggage of a lifetime with me.  What happened in the past 20 years I leave it in the past.  Whatever going to happen in the future I deal with it later.  This way I only deal with the present.  As it is I am nothing more than a simple man living on the land.

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