I decided to sleep late tonight. I want to talk about things that matters to me. As you know I am not into money a[s] (and) power.
I want to be healthy and happy. Health you know I am still struggling. So let's look at happiness then.
It doesn't take much for me to be happy. Of all the things that makes me the happiest is writing the blog and listening to Sound Journey like right now. I like writing the blog because by doing so I am connected to you. Thus if you look at it indirectly, you are the reason I am happiest. I'll do anything just to stay connected to you.
That's mean my cup is very small Sarah. I don't need 2331 of HOTS to be happy. All I need is you. Granted I inherit HOTS. However HOTS is not necessary for me. If you know me by now, I am a solitude creature. This is my enjoyment.
If I only have you, Lizzie and the kids, I am already a very happy person. What does that mean really? Well honest to goodness, if we can continue doing what we are doing, that is sufficient for me.
I don't need much money. Whatever I get from Princess is already sufficient. Lizzie gives me daily meal allowance and now I can have the Nicorette without having to pay the RM5 per strip levy.
Other than that I am in 7th heaven wearing 4 watches at a go. Whatever I need I get from my 10 km radius.
So Sarah, all I need is you to be with me. That's all there is. I don't need physical intimacy. I just need companionship.
So when I look at all this complexity that we go through, I said to myself, "WTF are these all about?".
I am already a happy camper.
That is why if you want to call the whole thing off I have no issue. The only thing is we will not have World of Hybrids 2034.
It's a build up process.
The whole thing is bigger than me. That's why I said the Flight Path is not my path. I am only a conduit.
The more I think about it the more I realize that the Flight Path is your Flight Path. On my own there is nothing much I can do.
You believe in me Sarah. You always believe in me. You are my Roxalana.
As for me, I am only responsible in Defeating Iblis 2014 and KBOOOM 2041. The truth is you are the Chosen One. You are to lead in War of the Roses.
I am fast becoming an Old Coot. It has always been you all along.
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