Thursday, 23 January 2020

24/1/20 ***Time to get real

There is a possibility that I was crazy.  So I just let go of everything as far as having the Vision is concern.  These are the things beyond my control anyway.

From now on I just concentrate on things I can control; my Personal Flight Path.

Am I crazy if I feel that I am crazy?

I don't really know Sarah.  As far as I am concern I had done what had been told for me to do.

Now I want to move on.  In the end what matters is how I live my life from now on.

As far as I know I had shared my Vision.  Beyond that is no longer within my control.

I am a Clockwork Orange.  Come 24/12/24 I will decide on the next course of action.

There is always the possibility that after 3 years communicating with your all these are the thoughts of one crazy guy.

Somewhere along the way I have to draw the line.  Well today is where I'll make a stand.  I will no longer entertain the idea of HOTS and the Flight Path.

That's the only way I am going to free myself from this madness.

I will not look back.  As far as I am concern my next milestone is 24/12/24.  Until then I live a normal life.

It is high time I detach myself from the Vision.  It is not meant for me.

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What is the root of the issue?  None other than believing that I am God.  So I am not going to entertain that thought anymore.  I just remain autonomous.  Just me and my thoughts.  As long as I keep my thoughts to myself I will be OK.

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