There is nothing more that I can do beyond cascading the Vision to the Vision Community. Hence I will erase all my knowledge about what I mentioned this past one week with regards to the project because I have no control about what will happen next.
So rather [] (than) dwell in my Circle of Concern, I am better off expanding my Circle of Influence.
Next week I am meeting Ar Razi for lunch. Tuesday to be exact. I will see how I can expand my horizon with him. I have good feeling about the meeting. I am also meeting my 3 oldest friends on Saturday.
Other than that, I will not look back on what I had written prior to this posting. I am disassociating myself from the project so that I can have a greater scope of my personal project; which is the Mensana in Corpore Sano. If initially I was zooming in on the project, now I am zooming out so that I will continue to provide insight to the overall implementation.
Bear in mind that the more microscopic I make myself into, the broader my mental horizon. I have to remain small so that I can pass through the pinhole of Mushin No Shin. You notice in the past, whatever insight that I provided was by me looking for the answer within. As it is there is nothing more I can gather about both the HOTS and the Global Telepathy 2024 project. Time to move on.
I thought about matters pertaining to the Stone Worshipers but since I had passed the verdict, they are no longer my issue. The issue I have now is I might lose my friends because I had OPENLY declared I am no longer a Stone Worshiper.
Rex was unfazed by the whole turn of event. Which means I am already switching to a different camp. I now belong to the Allah and All Allah Only camp, not the Stone Worshipers Camp. This is the redha part. I had willingly accept that this is my takdir (fate) because it is maktub (written).
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So now you know how a Sufi thinks. However as a Zen Monk I have to remain with the Apple and No Apple mentality. As it is Nothing is Everything (the zooming in part) and Everything is Nothing (the zooming out).
Having said that, I am still the worst horse. I am a Blind Apek. It cannot be any worse than that. Therefore as mentioned by Suzuki Roshi, the worst horse is perhaps the best horse. It is my sincere intention to be the best horse if the situation warrants me to continue to be the worst horse.
Therefore I cannot spend my time meddling in the projects. As a coach, once I layout the game plan, I need to get out of the way so that the players can execute the plan.
In this case, from Nothing is Everything we need to have the absolutes; Firm is Firm, Emptiness is Emptiness. Otherwise the DO and OK will not tally. While we start from the Point of Paradox, unlike in Zen where people stay fluid, we as Swiss Samurai Cyborgs need to move to being rigid.
That is when we become the Clockwork Orange. Don't think, just do!
Notice, the absolutes is where the action is. Being in the Point of Paradox is being flexible but it is at the absolutes decisions are made. Making a decision is being decisive.
This is where I am different from the traditional zen monks. While I remain a Fuzzy Thinker, my action is decisive. That is because although I am a Zen Monk, I am a Niten Ichi Practitioner. As a swordsman I cannot afford to wield my sword aimlessly. Every action is a calculated move.
As you may recall, there are only 3 outcomes in a sword fight:
- You live
- You die
- Both die
In making the Money Tree project known to Club 50, I had already calculated the outcome. Although I suffered injury, I EXPECT to live it through. Otherwise I will invoke the mubahallah (damn on me or damn on you). Since nobody had pushed me to the corner, that is not necessary.
However if after everybody in HOTS had done their best to make Global Telepathy 2024 a success and STILL no money, then I will invoke the mubahallah on Larry.
I'm sure that is not necessary. I need to lay this out since I had put everything; my time, my reputation and my very life on line here.
I am doing this for the sake of Allah and All Allah Only. There is no personal interest. Personally I am set with the RM97 million which is due to me until the Judgement of Heaven. In the mean time I am already complete in all aspects of my life. Therefore that is not a hurry.
The USD2.331 billion is different. It carries weight of my word is my bond. If it is for me personally, I don't mind waiting for it either.
Larry, along the way in pursuing the Path, you will experience kifarah (cleansing of the sin). It will be in a form of illness or hardship that may be very trying. Remember this buddy, endure it. If you come to a point that you cannot take *[] (it) any longer, then say, "Dear God, please do not burden me with the task that I cannot bear." It is in direct proportion to your responsibility. You will be tested.
I am sure you are being tested as we speak. You responsibility in this project itself is a test. Sometime the test is from within. You have to fight your own demons. Only you know your test.
* So you had been tested. Hang on there buddy.
Sarah was tested on our relationship. I nearly lost her several times. I'm sure she was heart broken too on those occasions. Elsie was tested the whole 2018. So remember the prayer. You will not be tested beyond what you can handle.
To sum it up, what doesn't kill you will make you stronger:
#traxxfm Greetings TraXX Troika, this is your bedtime read. Have a good weekend 2020blogvol1.blogspot.com/2020/01/18120-
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