I had not been keeping to OMAD beginning from early this year. What I'll do is by Monday I'll start with OMAD once again.
Life had been good. I don't have much worry nowadays. However I need to bear in mind that I am on a Vision Quest. I still plan to lose 30 kg this year.
I derailed the past 2 weeks. I guess the major setback was when I quit Nicorette. I think I go easy on that this time.
From here on my life is pretty much an even keel. I like it very much. I'm not going to lie about it. After a lifetime of turbulence, this is a big welcome.
The setback is I might be a bore to you. If you are not used to be in solitude, you might not understand the rationale. However for me, this is a blissful life. To be a Nothing is a blessing. Granted I don't have much money. Then again I don't need much either.
At the same time I am not deprived of anything. I still live a fulfilled life. Isn't it what we all strive for? All I need to do is live below my means and live in gratitude.
I don't see the fuss about going for more or more expensive. With what I have now I am one very contented person. Maybe because I am living in the Eye of the Tornado. On top of that I got all that I need here within my White Space.
I had lived a hedonistic life before. It's never enough. You always want more. That is because the Hedonic Adaptation Trap. Now that I am out of the Vicious Circle, it is not bad after all.
Instead of being a consumer I am a creator. My satisfaction is to create. Rather than consume I am hooked on producing. The more I produce the more contented I become.
Not all that I produce are masterpieces but as long as I am producing, I am refraining from consuming.
Today, I derived immense pleasure from a tall glass of Vietnamese Iced Coffee shared among the 4 of us. That is the highlight of the day. I don't need fancy stuff to make me happy. I derive my happiness from simple pleasures.
For example, the highlight of the month is the Golden Triangle Walk with Azzue. Tomorrow it is eating the Durian.
So when I look at my simple life, I feel really blessed. I am so glad I don't need to rob the bank to be happy.
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You really make a difference in my life. With you around I don't need anybody else.
This is really living the good life.
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If you want to call off HOTS, I don't mind at all. This is the 3rd time I am telling you this. As I told you I am the servomechanism. I am not the message.
Personally I don't mind at all if there is no World of Hybrids. I'm already on my way to the Dragon Planet.
It is still not too late to back down. Then it is just you, me, Lizzie and the kids.
Once I invoke mubahala that's a different story.
Hmmm... You are proceeding with HOTS. That means you are going with the Polygamy and Polyandry Bill. I guess that makes sense. War of the Roses is your war.
I still feel saddened that we meet in this circumstance. This means you have a very big shoe to fill.
I guess we all have a role to play in life.
You are one stubborn little chick aren't you?
Very well Sarah. You know the repercussion. You have until 24/12/24 to deliver HOTS. Make it so.
Today I ordain this mission upon you. I wish you all the best my Eternal Flame.
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