It is true that the more I focus on my Universe Within, the broader my mental horizon. That's how I pass through the pinhole of Mushin No Shin. Always the way forward is to move with Unsurpassed Feeling of Certainty. Only when I have doubts that my vision becomes blurry and my actions become doubtful.
So in order to be certain, I fall back to all the epiphanies ESPECIALLY Brave New World and A Matter of Life and Death albums. It cannot be more glaring than that. I am Iran Maidin. Sharudin ibn Jamal ibn Moslim Al Farisi. Of course my numbers are so congruent.
I need the certainty the most. Without certainty I am like a ship without a rudder. Now where do I get this certainty? None other than from your Unconditional Love. That is the source of my strength.
Brb... Lunch.
I would say after what happened last night, I am more certain than ever. However I need to be in isolation. I cannot let external events effect me. 247 Continuous is fantastic. I am totally immersed in my mission at hand with it.
I think I was derailed a bit when I was reaching out to Club 50. There are many uncertain thoughts I have with them. My 3 oldest friends however gave me the strength to carry on. Ar Razi was a good influence too.
It is very important for me to have the right input. Every input is a form of feedback. You had been very helpful too. As a matter of fact, I rely on your input the most.
We need to maintain a high level of enthusiasm. Act as if you are guaranteed a success.
That is why I move with 100% certainty. As if I will not fail.
Brb...
Rightfully at present nothing matters except my Personal Flight Path. AlphaX64 doubted that I can run the 21 km Hill. However he told me to do my level best. I should not be resting on my laurel. Definitely this Monday I will start back on AHAD and OMAD.
Every time I slipped I am moving further from my goal. I need to keep nudging. The problem is I am not consistent. Because of that I am not seeing the result. What can I say Sarah, I love food.
The weather is pretty hot this past few days. We suppose to have rain today but I don't see any sign of it.
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You know what baby? I want to be as ordinary as I can ever be. I want to be the epitome of Voluntary Simplicity. Ever since I adopt the philosophy I am a very happy person indeed. Everything is in moderation. Of course I will still indulge myself. However in principle I want to be a simple man.
Even when I have the money, I will not change much. This is really who I am. I can enjoy occasional treat but I will not splurge.
The other day I had a Shashimi. I think I told you about it. Now that was indulgence. But I really enjoy the experience. Rather than wasting money on a massage, I eat. It costs less than a massage. That was a rare occasion for me. I thought that it was a good idea. No regret at all.
If that is the case, what will I do with so much money when we get the RM97 million. Well the kids like to travel. Let them travel then. I am not much of a traveler. I will settle at one place and I will make use of the surroundings. That's why I chose Seattle and Sapporo. Plenty of state parks. That's pretty much it for me.
Like the Golden Triangle Walk I had with Azzue. That's enjoyment for me. Other than that I spend money on food. The last thing for me to do is collect cars. Later on when we ferry between the AlphaX64 Tristars System, we just rent our cars.
OK baby, I am off for my Durian treat.
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We bought 4 fruits for RM100. The 4 of us can't finish it all. Damn good and fresh. We got it at a very good price too. Everybody was satisfied.
I ate my heart out. No more Durian for the whole year. This is the best we eaten so far.
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