You know what? The alarm rang but I didn't wake up. I was so sleepy. I had weird dreams too.
The heat is too much. When I woke up I was sweating.
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I'd been thinking Sarah. I can trust you 100% or I can trust you 0%. With 100% the glass is half full and with 0% it is half empty. What difference does it make? For the next 5 year there is nothing. Just like jumping from a 50-story building. At the 30th floor there is still nothing. In our case, the Moment of Truth is 24/12/24. That is when we hit the ground floor.
Until then, we are going through a motion that will lead to a bang or a bust. As I said, I have a believing mind. I have the inclination to believe. Why is that really? For no other reason but because I trust you. I think you are a trustworthy person. On top of that, I love you honey. I want you to succeed. There is no evidence to support my belief. Therefore I am completely relying on faith as far as the Moment of Truth is concerned.
So the basic question I got to ask is should I trust you? Looks like that is what I am doing now. For the next 5 years we are banging on nothing else but trust. Either you are trustworthy or we are living a lie as we speak. This is a really serious matter. To trust or not to trust.
I have no other choice but to trust. In this case I don't simply trust but I need to have faith in you. All I can do is to have a what if scenarios. That means I have to play with the odds. As it is the odds are stacking against us.
So logically I should not bet against unfavorable odds. However this is a win all or a lose all situation. Whether I believe or don't believe, what will happen will happen and what won't happen won't happen.
So back to the question, do I believe or don't I believe? Actually whether I believe or don't believe don't matter to me but it does to you. If I believe and it doesn't happen, I will invoke mubahala where else if I don't believe and it doesn't happen, then there is nothing. So it is to your favor that I don't believe.
The only setback here is once you jump of a building, whether you believe or don't believe, you still hit the ground floor. We already crossed the point of no return. So for your own good I hope you are being truthful.
In the meantime, I am celebrating my freedom. I had delivered my message. If you are in the right Path, you need not worry. If not, you are actually deciding on behalf of the human race. This Moment of Truth is no longer about me. It is about you. So if you think you cannot carry it through just let me know. It is still not too late. I can still revoke the mubahala. This is my 4th time reminding you. This is the last reminder.
Very well, you are certain about the whole thing. Make it so Sarah.
I wish you the best of luck.
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