I tried quitting the blog today but I realized that I am hollow without the blog. So rather that quitting it I just go 20 years back and set everything to zero.
Which means I will be free from any predisposition. I will not set any expectation either.
KEEP IT SHORT AND SIMPLE.
One day I will quit the blog but it will not be today.
For a start I quit tweeting TraXX.
Let's look at what is the meaning of being free. Basically it is the ability to be who I am. There is the physical freedom; the ability to do what I like without any constraint. I eat what I like, I go where I want to go and I wear whatever I want to wear. I think I got that.
The other type of freedom is the ability to think freely. This I have a challenge. That's because I had a history of mental illness. Thus I am not sure if I am in the right frame of mind. The way around it is not to think but simply do. On my own I am fine. I can be who I want to be. It is when I convey my thoughts to others that I have a remorse.
So instead of rejecting myself I should reject the others. That should solve the problem.
Much had been said these past few days. I am seeing a better reflection of myself. Definitely I am going microscopic. I will not go for a scope creep.
No External Affairs whatsoever. I just dwell in things that matters to me personally.
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I don't have many issues to deal with. By making myself microscopic, I basically shrink my scope of concern as well. This is a conscious effort. I don't think I want to expand beyond what is necessary. I like is small. Everything is within reach.
Having said that, I decided that my world is just my 12 meters square and my 10 km radius. The way I see it, I just mind my own business. I am not interested to meddle in other areas.
Therefore Tweeting TraXX constitute reaching out to others.
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