I don't have many options in my life. Either I live in this blog or I live like anybody else. Since my world is the blog I might as well make full use of my time here.
Do you notice something? By living in the blog, I don't need the society. The blog is a dimension on its own. Otherwise I won't be spending 16 hours a day on the blog.
The blog is my world with you Sarah. As I said all it takes is two universes to create synergy. Does that mean when we have more we will expound the effect? On the contrary, we might have chaos. Therefore all I need is the barest minimum to create synergy.
I just need you to be happy. And I am as happy as I can be.
Will I continue to be happy with you? I think I will if we remain the way we are. Now this development with HOTS and Global Telepathy may create a damper on my perpetual happiness. If things don't go as plan, we are talking about a shelf life of 5 years tops.
You seemed pretty sure of the future honey. I on the other hand is preparing to pull the brake anytime you are ready to call off the whole thing.
Is this a fiction or is it a reality? You know what? I don't have the answer. You hold the key to our future. All I can do it trust your judgement.
What's the price in believing? I must say I had paid the price. Beyond that there is nothing.
However, I am ready to lose it all. I am mentally preparing for that. What will I lose then? In my case I will lose the very basis of my lifeline. I will lose you and the blog. I will lose my reputation among my family and friends. On top of that I will lose my sense of happiness.
If it happens, it may create a new meaning to my life. At 60 a HOTS may seem a bit too overwhelming. But then at any age a HOTS is overwhelming. So I am ready to face the new reality that HOTS bring.
Believe me Sarah, I just want you in my life. I am crazy about you. The rest are nice to have but I don't think I will be that much happier than I am now. The simple reason is HOTS is a high maintenance operation.
If I don't have to worry about maintenance, that is a different story. Then it is like staying in a hotel or renting a car.
The only thing that worries me is the passing of the Polygamy and Polyandry Bill. If we can clear that we are home free. As for the rest of it, every aspect of HOTS is doable.
As I mentioned, HOTS is an implementation in Sparta 4964. There everybody has a HOTS. On earth we have constraints. We have to deal with social, religious and financial constraints.
Is it realistic? Who am I to say no? If you have the means to remove the constraints, it is very possible indeed.
Bear in mind that I don't set the limit here. What the mind can conceive it can achieve.
I'm not gonna ask you if you are sure about the whole thing. You are pretty damn sure. Therefore proceed with the plan. In the mean time I am also proceeding with setting the right expectation. That will be the backdrop. The present reality will be that I am on my way of making myself obsolete.
I had purged everything and as I mentioned I don't think there is anything left for me to convey to you. Hence, I will only ramble on things that matter to me until the time for us to review our status.
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