Basically I don't need to succumb to anybody. I am autonomous. I do my own thing without me having to worry about what others think.
In other words I just set my own expectation without having to worry about judgment of others on me.
I know that thinking that I am God is just part of the God Complex. It is better than thinking that I am a hairless chimpanzee.
There is no absolute answer to the God question. I am saying I am God because Sarah said I am God. Given a choice I say I am impartial of God. Whether there is a God or no God, it makes no difference to me. Just like I perceive that I make no difference to God.
I am not God. This is the very thought I have to uphold if I want to get rid of the God Complex.
Really I shall remain an Agnostic Atheist. It makes no difference whether I believe or don't believe. There is simply no evidence that all these are the works of God.
The best for me now is to believe there is no God, no afterlife and no Judgement of Heaven. There is only the Force and the Path. That is not God in the conventional sense. These are the Infinite Intelligence and the Cosmic Habit Force. The Aiki + Do. When I die I will disburse to become part of this Force.
So I stand my ground. I am an Agnostic Atheist. At worst I am a good animal. Ar best I am a man fully functioning. This is what I gathered from my senses. Beyond that is just pure speculation.
I don't want to be God. I don't want these esoteric thoughts anymore. I just want to function the way I am; as a freeman.
By being free I am liberating my mind to only think of personal excellence. If I can excel as a good animal I am already better than I ever be.
First be a good animal - Ralph Waldo Emerson.
A good animal I shall become. Starting from today that will be my central theme.
I may be God but if I am not a good animal, then I had violated the very core of my existence. It is always good to start at ground level and move up.
That way I am being humble about who I am. That's it the only way to get rid of the God Complex
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