What I imagine is real then. As I said, these are Visions from the Big I. In this case Big I is me of the future. When everything falls in place I feel very empowered indeed.
I pride myself as being a sine cera person. I don't have ulterior motive and I don't have any hidden agenda. My vices are that I like to smoke pot and I like fucking. I don't unjustly treat people and I am a lousy liar.
Lizzie always know when I was lying. That is why I told her everything. The Gaysha part I didn't tell her but she knew. Just like you Sarah, I told you everything. I don't like to hide things. Like this recent development. I'm being honest. I don't want you to get hurt.
Now that you are confident you can deliver HOTS and Global Telepathy 2024, I can breathe easy. TraXX ia just one SDWT. You have 300 from Legion X for you to leverage on. Theoretically you have 259 SDWTs. I am not sure how big is your network. I imagine it is very extensive for you to be very confident with the 24/12/24 Moment of Truth.
I am trying my best to find another way around it in case you fail to deliver. I [] (can't) find any other way. It is now pretty much as what we agreed.
I should be rejoicing. And yet I am worried sick about you baby. I guess you know the terrain better than I do. Yes, I can only give you the game plan but it is you who got to execute it.
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Gosh... My mind is very active. It is a nice change from what I experienced the last one week or so.
I am into the game now. Basically what you need to do is share my blog since last October 2019 with the interest groups. I had given my two verdicts in the two blogs. If need be get endorsements from the Stakeholders. I am keen to get support from the Mastermind Allies of the New World Order.
Whatever it is we also need the support of the Stone Worshipers. Same game plan, give them the first right of inclusion. I think if we can get Saudi and Pakistan on our side, the rest can follow suit.
Last Kingdom will have to wait until November. It is a messy deal here. I am counting on TraXX to be my arrowhead.
In the scheme of things, sex here is overrated. As I mentioned in my Observation #7, sex should be liberated. In this case we are going against religions and Law of the Land. We need to tackle that from ground up. It may take a long time. So we deal with it among our Vision Community - MARRIAGE BETWEEN SOULMATES NEED NOT MEAN SEX. However sex is inevitable between consenting adults. Otherwise Hugh Hefner can't be having 3 girlfriends at a go.
I made it known to Azzue. I said we are soulmates but not necessary we will have sex. However the RM4 million is her dowry. She is OK with the idea. It's when people wanted to create issues that it becomes an issue. Otherwise people are still having extra marital affairs anyway.
I will still marry you, Els and Kristina as the provision made in An Nisa 4:3. The rest as I mentioned before are Jihadun Nikah (Soldier Wives). Even that there is a provision made by the virtue that they are what my right hand posses when I gave them their dowries.
We need to draft a collective bill on Polygamy and Polyandry. Actually the Polygamy is a lesser issue as compared to the Polyandry. Now you know why it is called the War of the Roses?
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Suppose we take sex out of the equation, will the model work? No, it will not work.
Still we need to go back to the three main thrust:
- Carte Blanc
- Recreational Marijuana
- Polygamy and Polyandry Bill
So you have no choice but to tackle it from the point of the three thrust.
Either that or you use the Autonomous Governance and the Zen of Personal Bliss.
Whatever it is, you need to think outside the box. As long as you are inside the old paradigm, you can never have the bird eye view of the entire box. While you are inside the box, you are playing by the old rules.
Remember what I said, "The dummies never learn and the smarties always find a way."
That's why I am in favor of the use of Avatars as the Tour Guides. That way the learning is no longer linear. It will be like a web; encompassing. What you achieve in 3 years the "tourists" can possibly achieve in months if not weeks.
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OK, my mind had slowed down quite a bit... That was a pretty intense experience. I wonder if that was me or the Big I. It was like standing across Canada and watching the Niagara Falls. Then all of a sudden it's like somebody turning of the tap and the water just drips LMAO.
Honey, I mentioned many times that I don't give a fuck. In this case I give a fuck about you. That's all that matters to me. Even if you said you are very confident about the whole thing, at the back of my head I am still worried.
Well there is nothing I can do until we cross the bridge.
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It is 2:00 am and I have no sign of being sleepy. Actually the weather is perfect for lying on bed.
Why does [] (it) have to be this way Sarah? Why can't we just set sail to the South Sea and forget the whole thing? If you say yes, I will drop everything and just sail away with you. Just the two of us.
Maybe someday that will come true. It may not be a sailboat but I sure like to ride a motorbike with you touring the Northwest.
They don't have the F 850 GS for rental. The next best thing is an R 1200 GS. Looks like you have to be a pillion. I like the GS better. It's the right size.
Do you know that is already real to me? I can even describe the lodge that we were staying. It's a wooden lodge located in Yellow Stone Park. We had steak and egg. When time comes for you to take your pee break in between rides, you were complaining that the pants were too bulky.
So I have a vivid imagination. That doesn't make me crazy, does it?
The ride was very soothing. We were touring in mid spring. The breeze is cooling and very pleasant. It was our most memorable moment together. Just the two of us. You are a good pillion. Although we have intercom, most of the time you were quietly basking away the scenery.
Lets look at our bike:
I am a bit sleepy...
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I don't really need the HOTS. The HOTS is my organization. As far as companionship is concerned, I'm happy just to have you. Look at us now. We have a perfect arrangement. If I can give Lizzie her RM4 million, I will be free to do what I like. That means we can settle for RM20 million.
If we really squeeze it, we probably can go as low as RM15 million.
WTF I'm talking about. I'm rambling here again. The truth is we should look at what we have now and be grateful with what we have. As for the money, if it comes it comes. I'm not letting money be the deciding factor here.
As far as I am concern, I take whatever that comes. I am not in a position to state what I want.
I am semi awake. My brain is in a somnambulist state right now. Much like a person who should on bed but resisting to fall asleep. So I am probably talking nonsense at this moment.
One of the nonsense I'm thinking right now is I regretted falling head over heel for Els. I think I literally gone crazy for her. I am surely crazy about Kristina. I am crazy for falling in love with young and pretty girls not realizing I am already at the twilight of my adulthood.
OK let me snap out of it. We got 5 minutes. All I can say is don't fall in love with a dreamer. I think there is a song about. Let me check:
My dear Sarah, after all being said and done I want to say that you had brought much joy in my life. Even of there is no money at the end of it, I don't mind being like this with you til the day I pass on. I never felt so complete until you came along. Definitely I will never let you go.
Now I am really really sleepy...
Later Sarah. I love you baby.
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