The best way to contain the damages is to minimize contact with others.
So these measures are necessary:
- No more FB
- No more Tweeting Els and TraXX
- No more making Dreams of Mirrors public
- No more WhatsApp to Ho, Munek, RR, BJ and Mama
- No more emailing Chedet and Els
- No more Chedet.CC
- Just maintain communication with Yati and Azzue
Basically I need to get off social media. Actually this easy. Prior to 2008 there was no social media. So what I need to do is down play my social interactions.
So not only 2020 I withdraw from any substance dependency, it is the year I withdraw from social media.
My social connection is only to Sarah via the blog. I don't know how long she can stand me. So let me just say that my social connection is only to myself.
I better decide that I am my best friend because I am not going to have many friends in the future.
Actually I like it that way. I don't need that many people to be my friends.
Hey Sarah, will you be willing to be my only friend? If you do, that will be sufficient for me. If not I will be my own best friend.
Actually I am [] (not) lonely at all. Just like in Dragon Planet, I am surrounded by angels. These radio stations are angels singing to my ears. So who said I am lonely? I have angels entertaining me whenever I am awake.
So I don't really need to reach for help. All I need is to extend my love.
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This is really a thought experiment. I want to find out how small can my social footprint be in order for me to be performing at my optimum.
I begin to believe that all I need is just another person. Alone we are a single universe. Just by having another person, we become a multiverse. Together, we create synergy.
I can attest to that. When I was alone doing my journal entry, I am not even half as productive. But with Sarah around, I am more fluid in my thinking. Not only that, the rate that I recovered from my illness had improved tremendously.
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There are people who by the choice of their profession are loners. So loneliness is really a resource. If I can [m]e (be) lonely I can survive much longer than a social animal. As a loner I strive in desolation. That is me to the dot. I am a solitude creature. I have my books, the blog and I have Sarah. How many loners out there have this winning combination? I am a special kind of loner. I am a loner with privilege.
I don't feel that I am missing out at all. Already I minimize the need to read about news. Now that I [I] listen to the UK radio stations, I even forgoing the local news.
Remember the movie Passengers Sarah?
All it takes is just two people. This is a 22 years voyage. I only need just another person in this journey.
Sure it will be nice to have a cavalry and the marching band to go along with it but really Sarah, just think for a while... If you can stand being with me for 22 years, surely you can stand being with me for eternity.
It's not that I am going to change anytime soon. If you are in love with me as it is now, surely you going to love me like this forever. People never change honey.
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As I told you, in the final verdict, God is a loner. That makes me the right candidate for the job. All I need to [t]o (do) is BE. Everything else are handled by the Archangels.
That also makes God the biggest dickhead. He just focus on his Personal Matters. Now think for a while Sarah, what kind of God that create foreskin and later ordered the believers to circumcise? How personal do you want your god to be?
It makes you wonder isn't it? All this while who actually inspired people to write all those holy books?
Well Sarah, this God Question is slicing it too thin isn't it? Are we not suppose to be gods to our own universe?
If that is the case, let me be the first to declare my independence as a God and govern my universe autonomously. Let the god that created foreskin and then ordered the believers to circumcise run his own show independently.
You notice what I am doing? I am detaching myself from other gods out there. While Sparta 4964 is engulfing the other universes, I as a God is separating myself from the rest of the gods. I want to be alone. Away from all sorts of creations.
At the vary basic, I only need just another universe to form a multiverse. Sufficient in this case that I only have you. Already I am creating my very world just by me spending my time with you. I don't mind at all to be with you for eternity like the movie Passengers.
This world that we live in is really a crazy world. Everything is a contradiction. You are ONE and you are MANY. It is surely a major contradiction.
Nevertheless only one thing remain absolute; I am me and you are you. That is the barest minimum unless we are saying in the final account we all are ONE.
What will it be Sarah? Will there be a Singularity?
I'm afraid that is what the White Space is all about.
Everything goes back to me. Well I decided to make it a duality at the very basic. I decided on the final empiric for us to have duality instead of singularity. I like it this way. I can go on like this forever.
Brb... Sending Mopey to campus.
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