I have a choice. Either to tell Els she is a Chubby Chubb and continue communicating with her or keep quiet and completely ignore her.
To tell her she is a fatty requires moral courage. I am not fat shaming her, I am just telling her what she is.
But then I don't want to carry the emotional baggage of having Els around. I like it this way. I am all by myself. The smaller my unit the better. After all I am not going to proceed with HOTS.
I just BE. Not having to worry about things I cannot control. This thing about Els being a Chubby Chubb is the same as us achieving Global Telepathy 2024. I just set the direction and the rest is not up to me. After all she denied that she is a Chubby Chubb. So I am not going to press on the issue.
Rather than focusing on her issue, I just stay focus on my Personal Flight Path.
As God, I got to be magnanimous. So I decided to drop the subject and also drop Els. Beyond thinking that my relationship with her is a paternal one, I don't have anything much in common with her.
With that I also drop my relationship with TraXX. I keep my circle really small; just you.
I wish I know what is everybody's stand on Global Telepathy 2024. Then I can prepare for the next step. But if nobody believes in it then, all the efforts will be futile.
At least I had laid out my vision. I didn't hold back on any of it to the point of even giving the final verdicts on Satan and the Stone Worshipers. Therefore I am now free to think about what matters to me. Of all the things I regretted, I feel that I should still not close Dreams of Mirrors to the public.
All I need to do is erase the last few postings.
There, I did it.
The public is just the public. They are the trivial many. What I am interested to know is if I have an effect on the vital few. Well if there is no impact w[ant]soever, then I just continue going on my Personal Flight Path until I reach my destination in 2041.
What if when we reach KBOOOM 2041 and there is nothing? Well, as far as I am concerned, I live my life through and I improve my own personal well-being. At the very least I live my life as Citizen Gan comes 2034 when I am 70.
We are talking about carrying through with my consciousness. My thought is a tangible thing. I am shaping my future with my thought right now. As far as I am concern, the things I think of is real to me.
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I think I made a good decision to stay in isolation for 2020. After all I had completed all my External Affairs assignments. All the external communications mean nothing if we are not having the Global Telepathy 2024. I might as well stay focus on my own personal matters.
Dirty Deeds Done Dirt Cheap.
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I still feel the void after meal.
Today I have OMAD. I should be doing OK with that.
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