That's what I am experiencing now. My lucid dreams had improved much of late. It is as if I am living an alternate life in my dream. In this life everything is a success. So I guess I am doing fine both consciously and unconsciously.
Brb... Picking up Princess from MRT.
How can I quantify this experience in dollars and cents? Certainly an experience money cannot buy. I had never experienced such a congruence in my life.
What is the contributing factor? I think by me writing to you and me sleeping early really help.
Now, you must understand where I'm coming from. At one point of my life I actually requested for the doctor to prescribe me sleeping pills because I had problem falling asleep. Can you imagine?
So who needs money when you can live in you dream?
Now when I said GUARANTEED success, I am not saying it will happen. All I'm saying is there is a guarantee. Just like I guarantee you a place at the tip of the Sierpinski Pyramid. How do you feel?
Suddenly your mind opens up to a new possibility, isn't it?
Same with me. I don't know what will happen to me after I die. However this consciousness that I am having now is creating a new possibility to my unconscious mind.
The meaning had changed for me. I am no longer a bricklayer. Instead I am a builder of a Grand Cathedral. The activity is still the same though. I still have to go through the daily grind.
Is that the same with you Sarah?
Suddenly I can start thinking of the possibility of fucking angels. Will I be fucking angels after I die? I don't know. However IN MY MIND NOW, I am already including the possibility.
Imagine how much my mind had been magnified. From fucking RM250 a pop Gaysha I am looking at the possibility of fucking top of the line creations.
HAHAHA... Sorry for giving such a lewd example but that is one possibility I have in mind now. So you can imagine how logical it is for me to workout the numbers to set aside USD2.33 billion for HOTS.
Honestly Sarah, I think my mind is experiencing neuroplasticity and neurogenesis from having these conversations with you.
Even Pornhub had lost its appeal beyond the prostate cancer prevention maintenance.
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The other day, when I was experiencing the dopamine void, I thought of putting aside Al Araf 7:7 for good. Luckily Jibrail pleaded for me not to do it. Now that I think about the lengthy trouble I went through to assemble Al Araf 7:7, no wa[s] (way) I will ever do it.
You know something? The journey on Sailbad the Sinner is one life cycle for all of us. Which means I have one lifetime as the Navigator.
Then the Crew will take me to Dragon Planet. I asked, will they join me? They said it's a no.
If that is the case, then by the time we reach Dragon Planet, Sailbad the Sinner will be offloading everybody and I will be the last passenger.
I often wonder about that Sarah. I think when I reach White Space, I will be back to where I am now. Seriously Sarah, this is my White Space and I am now where I want to be all along.
Is it possible that I am already living in my future? It's not hard for me to imagine really. I already have it all.
Maybe this is what God really is. A simple guy hanging around in Cyberspace talk cock sing song; oblivious about what is happening around him because he is living in the Eye of the Tornado.
Awww fuck it... I'm just rambling here. However I seriously believe in this realization Sarah LOL.
I got to get ready for bed,
Here is your lullaby:
Sarah, will you consider the Duality proposition? All it takes is two to create synergy.
Well think about it. Goodnight darling. I love you so much.
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