>>>#6/1/20 I was nearly conned to spend some money

That's what happened when I opened up my channel of communication to others.

Plenty of opportunists ready to take advantage.

Here in the safety of the blog I don't need to worry about people trying to take advantage of me.  Here I can be whatever I like.  One day I can be one thing, the next day I can be somebody else.  Who cares?

What counts is I am moving towards my worthy ideal.

I just found out that In Sha Allah is a good excuse to say no.  People don't say no around here.  Everything is In Sha Allah.  I had been using this term as meaning I'll do my best to make it because unless God is not willing I will be there.  That's what God's willing means to me.

I didn't know that it also means "I don't want to make it happen but I use God as the excuse".

So now I know.

I have an advantage while writing the blog in a sense this is a private platform and my opinion and perspective don't mean anything.

Therefore since they are worthless, I just simply write because someone's  junk is another person's treasure.

While in this case, I write junks, those junks are actually learning tools to my brain.

Just like training for a marathon, those junk mileage are not actually junk.  Every input equals output.

In this case, whatever I write is actually to prepare me for my future.  Hence when I write, I just write.

I had found the pinnacle of my joy:  my greatest joy is writing while listening to songs.  The best part is I can write on anything and I can still enjoy this personal indulgence.

I am on my way of becoming a true writer.  I write because I enjoy writing.

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