The weather is too hot.
I woke up at 4:30 am. Then I went to sleep again. My dream is becoming weird. I believe this is the effect of quitting Nicorette.
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I had a thought on dope. Dope really makes me lazy. I really need to get rid of dope and cigarette thoughts in my mind. I keep on thinking of going to meet BJ and smoke a joint with him.
This Nicorette cessation is really bad.
I don't feel like exercising this morning. I was hungry and the weather is too hot.
So I ended having breakfast and don't exercise in the morning.
I feel better. As a fact today is better than yesterday.
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You know what Sarah? All these talks that we been having in the past 3 years is irrelevant to others except me and you. In most cases it didn't matter to anybody else at all.
Like last night, I had a conversation with Jibrail. What he said is only applicable to me and therefore it is not worth repeating here.
It's pretty much like writing a fiction. The only difference is this fiction was not intended as a fiction. However it is a fiction nonetheless because the characters are all the figment of my imagination.
Do I believe in this fiction? I certainly do. That makes it a fiction written and meant to be read by me alone.
I do hope I can quickly recover from this Nicorette withdrawal really soon.
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