Tuesday, 10 March 2020

>>>#11/3/20 Seeing myself from a third party perspective

How do I look from the eyes of those looking at me.  Or how will I describe me as an observer?

I say this guy got some real serious issue in his life.  He thinks he is smarter than everybody.  The truth is he is an idiot.  He must be on one of those hallucinogenic drugs and fried his brain.  A complete waste.  He doesn't work.  He has this imaginary person he calls his wife.  This guy is out of touch with reality.  He thinks he is God!  I better stay away from him.  He is a nutcase.

OK that sums it up.  I am a social outcast. A Pariah.  I don't amount to anything.  How do I turn that around and be a winner?  How do I be a hero to my own self?  For a starter do not smoke dope and cigarette.  If I do that, then I am a real goner.  No matter what I do will ever justify the action.  Only losers smoke.  So that is step one.

Step two is to stay away from Tweeting TraXX.  Being crazy on my own is bad enough, I don't need to make it known to others.  Let's face it.  No matter what I do will ever justify the fact that I am crazy.  I had lost it.  I cannot win others approval no matter what.  That's just it.  Once you are crazy, in the eyes of society you can never redeem your social condition unless I decide that I am crazy and I am comfortable with the idea.

Step three is to do something useful everyday.  I may be crazy but if I win my day, that won't be as bad.  Then at least I say I am just being eccentric.  Maybe that's what it is.  Maybe I am just being weird like Mark Manson.  Maybe I am that smart but crazy genius after all.

Maybe I should smoke pot with BJ today.  I wish I can get laid but pot is equally satisfying.


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The long and short of i[s] (it) smoking 3 joints (BJ's standard) laced with tobacco every 3 months doesn't get me onto psychosis.  It is an amplifier for Global Telepathy.  The djinns are well behaved.

I also got the support of the Last Kingdom today.  Today I also forgive Vader 7:7.  All it takes is for the marathoners and ultramarathoners to pray for all human beings to enter heaven at km 36.  After they pay the Ferryman within one lifetime they enter heaven.  100% of them.  There will be no eternal damnation.  That is TODAY.

As for the Stone Worshipers, they will comply 100% before 24/12/24.  BJ's decision, we can pray towards kaaba but do it while standing and while bending.  Like me (I added).  I am a Moslim and a mukmin.

So honey...  Global Telepathy 2024 here we come.



#traxxfm I make it real short. I enjoy Invisible Man just now. Also as it is TODAY is official BJ/SJ + Chedet Troika






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