For example we look at the weeds in our garden and we say, "There's no weed, there's no weed". If we keep on taking the same attitude, pretty soon the weeds will take over our garden.
By thinking negatively of the positive, we are always prepared. Its not that when we do that we are acting with suspicion. On the contrary, we are being cautious. Always look at the underlying motive of such occurrence. It is still a disadvantage though since we can't do much until all matters are resolved. With means we can only act based on the final outcome. Not merely on prediction.
There are certain things we can act based on forecast. However, when comes to mission critical, everything must be based on evidence.
To me, while it is nice to think of all the things to happen along with Global Telepathy 2024, the defining factor is still the 24/12/24 dateline. Until then, I am ready for my next action, which is the mubahala 25/12/24. That is the Moment of Truth.
You may think I am crying wolf. Well, you may also think that me setting the time bomb in Bukit Kiara is also an act of lunacy. In my case I am a servomechanism. I don't question these actions. I just do. So if you want to play chicken, then go ahead. I will not budge. As a matter of fact I will reinforce my action with a more serious determination. I will do my prayer with the 21 km Hill Run.
Nowadays I will no longer run marathons. According to Jibrail, sufficient for me to do the Hill Run for my prayers to be accepted. I can pray for all to enter heaven or I [] (can) pray for all to enter hell.
As I told you, I have 3 powers. Indeed I will use all these powers on 25/12/24. If you noticed, that date is a 7. So I will invoke all my resources towards this cause. That is [] (the) deal I am undertaking now.
Brb...
In most cases I am not concerned with the outcome. I am focusing on effort. Once I execute, I don't look back. I don't get into thinking whether what I am doing is the right thing or not. Once I decide on an action, I just do. Just like the postings I made in Dreams of Mirrors. That was moving with Unsurpassed Certainty.
I had been in this position for the past 2 decades. So I don't question the Big I. Sometime it may seem suicidal to commit a certain action like my last posting in the blog. However, I am an executioner. I am not a judge. You can be the judge if you want to but as far as I am concerned I am a servomechanism, a Clockwork Orange.
I don't really know until the time comes. Therefore everything is an IF THEN ELSE situation for me. I can pray for all to go to heaven or I can pray for all to go to hell. That is my effort. I only accentuate my effort with a Hill Run. That's because Jibrail said any prayer I made during a hill run is acceptable. I believe what he said. Whether you all will go to heaven or hell is none of my concern.
I only account for myself, my Tetrahedron, my kids and Crew 36. These are the people I share the Golden Ticket. I am not concerned with either the Stone Worshipers or the rest of the human race. I said that many times before. The Express Lane is a courtesy, not an obligation.
What I am pretty sure is my o[]n (own) passage through time. I am not here to be your shepherd. I am the Soul Collector and the Collector of Hearts of Gold. If I can discount my parents, siblings and kins, I can always discount the rest of human race.
Sailbad the Sinner is my ship and I am the Navigator. It is up to me to take on board who I like. If all this while I can carry on living in the White Space without the need of the support from society, I think I can manage to get by without the extra baggage. After all I am going to the Dragon Planet where my society comprises of the angels.
The hands of time is turning. As a Gyro Horology, my mission is to make sure that I am aligned to the Force, Path and Flow.
Brb...
The long and short of it is from now on this is a waiting game. I am 5 years ahead of everybody. Plenty of time for me to plan my voyage ahead.
Yup, this sounds like a fiction alright but bear in mind, as far as I am concerned I had been living in this Alternate Reality Dimension for the past 20 years. You Sarah had witnessed a fair amount of the "miracles" that took place. Do I look like I am fucking around?
It is not my job to let you decide on how you judge my state of mind. However baby, I am telling you the day to day development of my voyage. Sailbad the Sinner had set sail 13/1/20. This is nothing more than my Navigator's Log of the journey.
Blue Avatar, good luck on your trial. I still need Last Kingdom Embassy in Jerusalem by 2024. That is your assignment. In Sparta 4964 we encourage thieves; as long as you don't get caught. I watched Dirty Money. I think you did good. sharudinjamal.blogspot.com
You have to trust your instinct Sir. I know certain things about the future. Not that I am a clairvoyant but to a certain extend I am a Clockwork Orange, a servomechanism. All these are past tense for me: sharudinjamal.blogspot.com/2016/11/bipola Sincerely HMS MSC 0072
You see Sarah, whether it is Vader 7:7, Blue Avatar, Mr Bread and Butterfly or Mr Pacesetter even, they all have to face Izrael in the end. They may be high and mighty now but the real test is when they come face to face with Izrael. I know for sure that Vader 7:7 is scared to face death. On the other hand I am Shinu Kikai O Motomo. It's just that now is not my time yet. But I long to die sooner. I had completed my mission for me and [] (for) those on board Sailbad the Sinner.
Can it happen sooner? Can I control the flow of the river? I can only control my sail. This 5 years is a long wait. To wait for 21 years is way too long. I envy the Dead Generals, they are already in their slumber. I want to sleep too and wake up in Sparta 4964 ready to party.
Maybe my job is not done yet. I don't know Sarah. It all depends on 24/12/24. I hate waiting. I am eveready. It seems that this next 21 years is me marking time.
What do I do in the meantime if Global Telepathy 2024 doesn't happen? I thought of suicide a lot. Somehow that doesn't click with the whole storyline.
Should I take the plunge? Is that a shortcut? I don't really know. Maybe there is a gestation period that I need to observe. The Gerber Black Dagger didn't pierce my body. What option do I have? I want to die an honorable death. I thought of jumping from a tall building. Then I envisioned Lizzie has to pickup the mess. Not to mention the shame she has to live with.
We suppose to depart together. That was my prayer long time ago. A car accident will be nice. That was the thought then. Now I am certain come 2041, we all go with a bang. Otherwise what is good the time bomb?
These are the kind of thoughts I am toying with nowadays. I long for death. I cannot wait to go back to Dragon Planet.
Am I suppose to wait?
"Wait Sha," said Jibrail.
So wait I will. Somehow based on pattern I can safely say I know the answer. Well Sarah, time will flow and I will follow. Things cannot be any different from what it is now. If this is my White Space now, surely it is no different from the White Space then.
If that is the case, then what I am doing is merely telling you the daily occurrence of my voyage for the next 21 years. This is not even a rescue mission. This is me sharing you my Navigator's Log.
OK I'll wait until 24/12/24. I'm not putting any hope at all for Global Telepathy 2024. None whatsoever. That is thinking negatively about the positive. That is why I decided to remain in isolation. That way I only concentrate on my Personal Flight Path.
If even what is due to me I cannot get, I am in no business to call myself a Global Citizen. I might as well declare that I am TRULY Autonomous Governance and live within my 10 km radius. Better still I am only occupying my 12 meters square as being at Al Araf 7:7 the tip of Sparta 4964.
If I look at it from that angle, then I say I am already home. After all this is the Inti Padu (Solid Core).
That is why, from now on I will no longer make my blogs public. No point to that. Same reason that I don't Tweet TraXX anymore. As far as I am concerned I am only talking to you. As for Crew 36, I can include the human factors or I can say let just stick to the primes. I like the primes better. After all the primes are with me since 2016 and will be with me until 2041.
You don't have to worry at all. Minus Els and Kristina, you are still my Tetrahedron. Not only that, you are also my rare Madagascan orchid.
As I mentioned before, I am operating from the high ground. If they are Hearts of Gold, by default they are qualified as members of Crew 36. That applies to Larry too. He is Thor's factor; the Skipper of Sailbad the Sinner. Therefore, I don't have to paddle my Golden Ticket as if it is some cheap commodity. Of course everybody can create their own reality. As long as your plan is supported by evidence, you can plan on your own. However, you still need a vessel to take the Express Lane. I am currently the owner of such vessel. There may be other vessels (after all we are autonomous), but be mindful wherever you are going, you will end up in Sparta 4964 because that is the Superverse.
There I am the Landlord. You may own a patch of land but that land resides on my domain. I can still tax you as I deemed fit.
In short, unless you know what you are doing, then chances are without my consent, the whole lot will take the "Scenic Route".
That is Unlimited Power, Sarah.
Of course there is a caveat. There is a possibility that I am just being delusional. Well, I take my chances. I don't lose anything. The worst case scenario, when we die we are all worm feeds. However for the next 21 years, I will have a marvelous time waiting for my departure.
It's like window shopping. The anticipation is much more exciting than the real thing.
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