These are my scopes of concern:
First and foremost I want to quit Nicorette
Then I want to quit Social Media
Then I want to quit tweeting TraXX
Then I want to lose 30 kg
Then I want to run 21 km Hill Run
This year is a consolidation year. I subtract 4 things and I add one thing.
As you can see, the ultimate is still the 21 km Hill Run.
That is what I am building myself towards to.
To achieve my goal I need to adhere to the 3 MCO Commitments:
- No Nicorette
- Eat Omad
- Do Elliptical
These are my KPIs.
So anything else is irrelevant especially Social Media and tweeting TraXX.
As a team, Crew 36 is to make sure I DON'T TWEET TRAXX.
I am doing the 3 years isolation; in line with the Status of David Project 2022.
Suddenly I feel like viewing the Cutty Sark.
Right, focus in getting to the 21 km Hill Run. The rest are clouds in the coffee.
Nothing that exists in the internet is real. The 21 km is real sweat and real effort. Those that I envisioned were just the subject of my imagination.
What is real?
- When I sleep at 11 pm
- When I wake up at 5:30 am
- When I quit Nicorette
- When I exercise at 7:15 am
- When I eat OMAD
This digital life is not real. I have to be able to differentiate that. Even Sparta 4964 is nothing more than a digital fantasy. There is no Sparta 4964 beyond the Troca Shell in Al Araf 7:7; the tips of Xanadu and Wolfsschanze.
So what are all those then? Nothing more than my imagination. These are my consciousness.
My consciousness belongs to me. So happens I decided to share it with you and Els. Now I myself don't even believe in my fantasy. So as it is I am only pursuing the 21 km Hill.
Basically I have to be larger than my digital persona. I have to li[f]e (live) through my life as realistic as possible.
Let's get real. Let's start planning in the digital realm but start executing in the physical realm.
Els is not real. TraXX is not real. What is real is what I can observe in the physical world. If I cannot prove it physically, then it is not real. Here are those things:
- Sparta 4964
- The Adjoining Croissant
- I have 3 wives
- HOTS
- Legion X
- Sharudin Jamal & Associates since 1999
- The Army of Soloman/Slyman
- Djinns and Demons
What is real?
- Crew 36
- The Troca Shell
- Sailbad the Sinner
- Lizzie and the kids
- CCC
- My 10 km radius White Space
I think my relationship with Els is nothing better than a Necrophilia. It is worse that fucking a dead body. There is no response whatsoever.
All those gifts I send her, for what?
From now on I just stop being a doormat. Let me entertain my own fantasy. I don't need to fuck a stiff to feel good about myself.
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Seriously I need to use the blog for planning, but for execution, I'll make it physically real.
It is easy to feel empowered in the digital world. Same feeling people get playing computer game. However beyond the virtual experience there is nothing. Total void. In my case that void is the tweeting. At least the blog is a companion. Tweeting is nothing more that a virtual friendship. It doesn't mean anything beyond stroking the ego.
So I decided to quit tweeting for good.
From here on I only blog. Basically I will be talking only to myself with a minor reference to you. Even you is not real. You just putting a digital facade.
In reality I am all alone. I might as well talk to myself and refer to myself as a third party.
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This blog now is nothing more than a platform for me to talk to myself. I have nobody other than my family and BJ to talk to.
This is a good opportunity. There is nobody to bother me. I am all by myself doing what I like doing. Pretty much like being on a sailboat with just me and my crew.
If my house now is my vessel going through time, then if I want to keep it real, on this boat are me. Lizzie and the kids; the real Tetrahedron and Crew 36.
The rest doesn't apply. This is the voyage of Sailbad the Sinner. The first ascend is the 3 MCO Commitment.
I need to execute every step of the voyage in order to reach 21 km Hill. I have to stay on course.
Nobody else matters because nobody else is real except Azzue.
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If Sailbad the Sinner already on it's ascend, then these are the steps:
- The 3 MCO Commitments
- The Couch to 10k
- The 11k Hill Run
- The 21k Hill Run
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