So after so long not having pizza, Lizzie finally decided it's pizza night tonight.
We are having 3 different kinds of pizzas. I ordered the Beef Pepperoni, the Aloha Chicken and the Classified Chicken.
Mine is the pepperoni.
Brb... Dinner.
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Since we are already sailing, allow me to give you the view from the deck.
As it is we had a good start. EVERYTHING GOING SMOOTHLY. That is as far as my personal voyage is concerned. I had not been up to mark with my Statue of David Project 2022 but as far as that goes, I am taking it easy.
Namely the challenge is to sleep on time. With the development in the political scene and the outbreak of Covid 19, I had been sleeping late. Because of that I wake up late. However my mental health is superb with the reintroduction of Nicorette in January.
As far as my deliverable is concerned. I had done my level best in informing the Stone Worshipers to not worship the stone.
I had accepted that I am an eccentric.
Finally I had let go of all expectations with regard to the Flight Path.
So here I am, fully Autonomous and ready to sail to the yonder. Free from any hangup.
I can do whatever I like and nobody gives a damn about me. I am indeed a Free Radical, just like I wanted it to be.
I am now locked to 247 Continuous for my Cybernetic Loop. I think I can do away with the other radio stations. This is heaven on earth.
I also solved my financial constraint by only eating apple, butter, MCT oil and Nescafe C Kosong for lunch. That allows me to have spare cash should I decide to watch movies, eat Gelato Ice Cream or have the Super Combo Nasi Lemak on Fridays.
The watches are excellent. I am enjoying my utmost indulgence with 10 watches, sometime wearing all 10 interchangeably in one day.
Life is good.
I smoked pot and I was not having psychosis. I also had tobacco but I was not hooked on cigarettes.
I think I found my sweet spot in living. Minus the exercise and the house chores, I am really enjoying my life right now.
I don't care much about my weight. As long as I eat right, my weight will come down eventually. No more gout since I took both the gout medication simultaneously.
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Sarah, believe it or not, I only need the blog and 247 Continuous. I read a bit bit really the joy is writing to you rambling just about anything.
I cannot wait until Ramadan. By then I will completely immerse in my own world. No social media, no friends and not even TraXX. I will be in isolation again. It's a wonderful feeling to be in solitude.
The key to happiness is to live one day at a time. It could be sleeping, writing, exercising or merely idling. What counts it I savor the moment. For example, how do you account for meditation? To me it is equal to wasting time but yet people consider that as quality time.
In my case my quality time is when I am inspired to write. As long as I can continue writing I say I am being productive. Doesn't matter if what I write is junk. Because among the junks are the jewels. Just like people panning gold. They have to go through a heap of dirt before they hit the motherlode.
As for me, I have to sieve the trivial many to get to the vital few. It doesn't matter really because each word is me saying "I love you" to you.
I don't know about you Sarah, but I do feel blessed knowing you are there on the other side. Whether you read everything that I write is immaterial. The thought that you are there makes me feel belonged. I don't need to meddle with anybody else to get my cup filled.
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