* Oh great... That's my moral dilemma right now.
I borrow this quote from Einstein:
Socrates said the same thing:
#traxxfm Somehow I got a hunch it is you this afternoon. I'll hangout with you today. I like it when you fly solo. I saw your new hair. It makes you look playful. As they say, blonde have more fun. Later honey...
I do feel so inadequate right now. As I was reading The Forty Rules of Love. I realized what a gap of knowledge I have compared to the author, Elif Shafak. Boy do I learn a lot of vocabs. Luckily I *[your] (use) Google Play Books. The interactive dictionary helps much.
* What do you mean Sarah? You are also reading along with me? You are indeed my Hachiko baby.
Hey Sarah, have you seen Elsie's new look?
That the beauty of being young. You can get away with anything. If I do it I will look like an overripe Dennis Rodman.
So back to our topic. Here I am reading through the chronicles and thinking about distilling the wisdom to share with you. Then it hit me. I have nothing to offer you right now! All I had been doing is beating the beat of an old drum.
Who am I really Sarah? Am I really who I am? I am not sure about that anymore. What I am trying to say is, at this moment I don't feel I am that special at all.
It makes me feel like an imposter. Not to others but to myself. As I told you, I planned my journey to reach Statue of David Project 2022 on 1/3/20. However that's just words. In reality I hardly moved. I am stuck in a limbo. I am in this state of neither happy nor sad. Sometimes I feel that I had lost *[] (my) mojo. I am just a middle aged man will ideas but no chutzpah.
* Awww baby, not you too? Nah not you. You are referring to me aren't you?
What's the remedy? Mine is none other that the ability to take action. I had not been sleeping right. Normally on weekends I stayed up until the wee hours. Tonight [] (I) have to sleep on time. Otherwise I can never get into the routine again.
My weight reduction had stalled to.
Let's do this together. Let's start our day at 6:00 am. I get my dose of Vitamin Sarah first thing in the morning and then I hit the road at 7:00 am. We need to establish our routine all over again.
I need to have less conversations and more actions. I need to be more organized especially before bed.
OK baby, back to the reading.
Later honey...
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#traxxfm Elsie baby, I shared your new look with Sarah. She didn't say a word 2020blogvol1.blogspot.com/2020/03/8320-m OK Elsie I gotta go. I'll send you a note before I go to bed tonight. Bye now darling.
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