I think I can do away with the fantasy.
If I can accept there is no RM97 million, I can also accept there is no afterlife. If there is, that is a bonus. However as it is, I am better off not believing in the epiphanies.
Otherwise I ended like Muhammad.
The truth is there is no afterlife. This is past of the baggage I carry as a believer. I should live myself as a nonbeliever as it is now. Either way I am correct because it's all based on belief.
From now on all it takes is for me to be a disbeliever.
Just don't believe in anything. Be a skeptic.
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My problem is I have a Believing Mind. If I am a Skeptic, I will be better off:
- I don't believe in the RM97 million
- I don't believe in HOTS
- I don't believe in the afterlife
- I don't believe in in my epiphanies
- I don't believe in anything abstract
I have to let go of Els and TraXX.
Basically I have to live in isolation.
Time to remove all the figurines.
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The Troca Shell is situated on the southeast which symbolizes money. That is the direction of the Sailbad the Sinner.
The apple symbolizes earth and it is situated at the northwest. The dragon is facing the direction w[ith] (which) is the symbol of patriarch.
So even if I don't include the afterlife, as it is my Feng Shui is already aligned for me to be successful here.
From now on I just focus on the present. Let me discard the afterlife. If I am successful here, I should be successful in the hereafter.
No more Crew 36. If they are meant to be then they are already part of it. I just simplified my mental model.
Hmmm... As it is the 4 objects a[s] (are) already covering both my here and hereafter.
At the forefront is the present and at the background is the hereafter.
No matter what, my destiny is already aligned. With or without Crew 36.
Nevermind, I exclude Crew 36. That way I will not be conversing with figurines.
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The key here is simplification. With this new arrangement I no longer will have to worry about having an organization. I am back to being independent.
I also get rid of the idea that my life is complex.
It is always about moving the opposite direction. While the world is moving towards more and more complex, I opt for simplification. Now, instead of managing 36 elements, I only manage 4 elements.
That is progress.
On the other side I have Chester the Jester and Naga Naga who is facing northeast.
That means my eryu is facing NNW, right in the middle. The albatross is facing north.
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The new Feng Shui arrangement really seal the deal here; here and the hereafter without the complexities. No matter what, I'll make it through.
This is about me. If I make it, then the rest will make it. I don't have to make it any complicated. All I got to do is follow the Path.
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