That has always been for me for the past 20 years. Throughout those times nobody bothers me. However I did lose quite a number of friends because of what I was assign to do.
My intention of informing them is for their own benefits. I don't want them to blame me for not telling them later on. At least I risk the possibility of being shunned in the hope that they will heed to my advice.
It is not my [] (intention) to go around and convince people to follow me. I am not a leader material. I am the executioner. Whatever assignment given to me I execute immediately. That's what I mean by being the Creator's Most Loyal Soldier; especially now that I know the Creator is no other than me in the future.
As I said, I am a methodological person. I see this as a project. Any project has a beginning and an end. I hope this is the closure in my effort to warn the Stone Worshipers to not worship the Stone.
Of course there are risks involved. Just like a parachuter, the more jumps he makes the most likely is his exposure to the parachute's failure to open.
I don't intend to keep jumping until the parachute fails. So I better quit while I am ahead of the game.
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I like it this way. I just have casual chat with you oblivious of what happens out there. Even with Els I just take it easy. I just send her goodnight wishes.
Nothing much. Just maintenance.
I don't want to be doing information warfare indefinitely. 20 years is a very long time. However, I need to officially warn them in case I am to be questioned later for not doing my job.
It's just a job Sarah. I am not emotionally attached to the issue at all. So what? We just strikeout 1 billion people. It's like removing the foam from a mug of beer. If that makes any sense. Certainly [of] removing the curd from cheese is not the right analogy LOL.
Honey, I just want to take it easy from here on.
No more External Affairs. I said that many times already. It is easier said than done. I do hope there is no more assignments for me to take up. This is really going the extra mile for me.
Can you imagine, as much as I want to be microscopic with my thoughts, these tasks keep creeping in? Now imagine if I go macro. What will happen.
There are always salesmen trying to sell something. I am a salesman too. What am I selling? None other that the Creed:
We are ONE and we are MANY. We are within God and God is within us. It's like peeling an onion. At every layer there is God. All matters are intelligent and all matters are gods.
This is different from the Theistic thinking. Of course they want to impose their belief on us who believe in the Pantheistic view. Well, as I said we believe in what we choose to believe. Nobody hold the exclusive rights to Absolute Truth.
At best we say, to you is your belief, to mine is my belief.
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