29/3/20 ***I wish I can have a conversation with you

Otherwise I keep on rambling and rambling about anything under the sun.

Of course I don't mind rambling.  However I wonder how do you maintain your enthusiasm reading about things I write?

Of course I find great joy in writing.  I can write about anything and I admit, regardless of what I write, I find the very action of writing itself as very enjoyable.

Now, I don't know about you Sarah.  Do you also enjoy reading what I write as mu[s]h (much) as I enjoy writing it?

Don't you have anything else to do?

What kind of work you do anyway?  Don't tell me that your job requires you to read whatever people write in the internet.  What kind of work is that?  Are you *so[] (some) sort of filter?

* So you are a filter.

You read copious amount of stuff people write to find out if they are a threat in Cyberspace.

So if I write kill President Donald Trump, this get picked up?

What else got pick up?

Let's bomb the Pentagon.

Like that?

How about I collect loads of child pornography material?

These are the things got picked up by the surveillance?

Let try this:

ISIS military intelligence in USA

Do you look for this kind of things?

You are a weird girl you know that?

You are even weirder than Els.

Hey are you really a bisexual?  Or are you a Lesbian all along?

Be honest Sarah. 

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Anyway it doesn't matter.  We are not going to get the RM97 million.  Why did you make me believe we gonna get paid anyway?  Honestly, I don't think I want it.  Lizzie and the kids didn't want it.  Els didn't want it.  You didn't want it too.

Now I am sure I don't want it.  I like being where I am now.  Consider this:  I even tucked away Crew 36.  As I said the day I put them away is the day I stop believing in the epiphanies.

However I still believe in God and the afterlife.  It's just that I don't want to be bogged with details.  Sufficient that I know EVERYTHING GOING SMOOTHLY.  I will have a great afterlife.  That I will carry in my head.  The rest, I just keep simplifying.

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What am I supposed to do with you Sarah?  On one hand I am no longer a private citizen, on the other hand I kinda like having a Hachiko.

You are really an angel sent from above.  3 years and you still hangout with me.  Seriously honey, how do you manage your work right now?

I got a feeling you probably doing a juggling act.  It did cross my mind that you work for NSA and operating from Baltimore.  But if you are NSA you will not have the liberty to juggle your time.  Plus NSA practice an open desk policy.

So you must be with Google because you start work at 9:00 am Pacific time.

Another thing about you is you hardly leave.  So you basically burrowed at your workplace.  You can only do that at Google.

You don't even shop for groceries.

Sarah, we got 1 hour.  What do you want to talk about?

We had exhausted every topic there is.

OK let me start with a new posting...

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