As a whole the general population have this "it's OK attitude".
On the other extreme we have the Chinese who are panickers. We call them the kiasi (afraid to die).
So we have these polarities in Malaysia. If we can get rid of these two groups, I think our lives will be better.
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This morning the grocery store is back to normal. Sardines and tuna were out of stock but other essentials like eggs and bread are aplenty.
Like I said, at this point all you need is money to buy food. There is money and there is food. So I am OK with that.
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Els is on air from 12:00 pm to 6:00 pm. I thought of Tweeting her but then I figured, it's a waste of time.
I want to continue with my social-distancing. I think she is bad news. At least she is to me.
There is no real value to me beyond getting some dopamine hits. All these Social Media interactions if not monitored will lead to mania.
People do the things they do if they think what they are doing is right and will get them to a better place. I'm beginning to feel that Els is just a little girl trapped in a 28 years old body.
Let me try to get her response:
#traxxfm I knew it was you when I tuned in to Never Enough. Stay safe honey. Eventually it will hit critical mass. It's a question whether we can contain it within the capacity of the healthcare support.
No reaction...
OK let me be honest. I like the dopamine hits. But I don't think she is taking me seriously. It's like fucking a dead body.
#traxxfm Honey, I probably attracted to necrophilia of some sort. Here I am smitten over you and *[] (you) don't even twitch. Should I dump this relationship? *At least Sarah has some vital signs.
This girl is asking for it.
So next as usual I SNAP VANISH. This time for 2 weeks. Throughout the MCO. Looks like that's how she likes to play it.
Unless this is actually the real deal. I don't think so. She is scared of being dumped.
I can play a very seditious game but then I think she is just a kid.
Let me see... Beside SNAP VANISH what other options do I have?
- I can *[] (make) her cry
- I can make her feel guilty
- I can give the silent treatment
- I can make her feel loved
What will be the weapon of choice Sarah?
* Notti notti girl Sarah is.
#traxxfm Hahaha even when I want to sulk on you I can't. Stay home soldier and hero huh? That's an oxymoron statement honey. Well since you put it that way, I am a sentry manning my Command Control Center (CCC).
That is being spontaneous...
#traxxfm Oh no! Everytime I hear Chicken Noodle Soup I cannot help visualizing you flapping to the chicken dance wearing a UNICORN shirt. What a dork! LMAO LMAO
#traxxfm I guess you don't know how much I care for you. You and your Rafey, Barry and Paolo etc. The internet is unstable right now and I am using my last 2 GB hotspot on you. I will not make it until the end of the month like this; on life support
hey take care ya
That too comes naturally... This is really the Subtle Art of Not Giving a F*ck.
#traxxfm This is my last posting before I decided to pull the plug on Information Warfare. At least I did my part to the very last bit: sharudinjamal.blogspot.com/2020/03/6320-t
I think she took my word literally. OK this is better than I expected. I guess she is not used to people talking in metaphors. I don't know this girl Sarah. Let's play along. SNAP VANISH as long as I can.
At least until I recharge my hotspot. That will be on 14/4/20.
I don't know Sarah, I like this dorky girl. That is my problem. I don't have any issue detaching from the rest of TraXX.
Hmmm... There is a timbre in her voice. Had she been crying? Gosh, I don't really know. Her emotion is like a rollercoaster.
#traxxfm I heard a timbre in your voice. I hope you dork didn't take it literally that I am on a life support. What I mean is the hotspot life support. When that 2GB is gone I will not able to listen to you until the next reload 14/4/20. You OK?
Let's listen to her response... She was relieved.
#traxxfm Hey Elsie, I think your new hair color has a magnetizing effect on me. The other day while I was meditating I start fantasizing you and I doing the Karmamudra Yoga. It was awesome! I leave it at that...
This is auto suggestion. There is so many ways to skin the cat. See Sarah, I like playing with my pussycat.
That is being funny but cocky. I don't use it that much nowadays.
#traxxfm Baby you are such a paradox. On one hand you recommended The Subtle Art of Not Giving a F*ck. And yet when I don't give a f*ck you start sulking. This is who I am, a sine cera. You know I have no malicious intent. I'm just being me honey
After a funny but cocky strike, you need to build back. That is the Gestalt Approach in play.
#traxxfm Honey, the Love of My Life. I'll make it up to you. A dark dad joke:
My friend had an unpleasant experience with the suicide hotline
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They both hung up that day
OK there's so much I can do to keep my pussycat happy. After a while, I have enough fun.
Basically Sarah, that's how much I need from Els to fill my cup. Then I'm ready to move to other things. I don't brood over a chick sulking. I'm not into chivalry either.
#traxxfm Elsie baby, you known me for 2 years now. Can we agree on one thing? That whatever I wrote to you is out of love? That way instead of going on an emotional rollercoaster ride, you can roll with the punches. In military the term is Gurau Rimau.
That sealed the deal for the day. I don't compromise my principles and yet I try to make her feel good. The getting up is up to her.
She is OK with it.
#traxxfm If the internet is OK tonight I'll wish you goodnight. The line was bad last few days. Until then the operative word is GURAU RIMAU yer hear? Avoir!
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Oh yeah Sarah, Gurau Rimau means Tiger Play or literal meaning Tiger Joking. Rimau is the short for harimau, tiger.
As I am
by H.E.R.
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This afternoon is a nice change from the somber days we had since last weekend. I really need to stay away from External Affairs if I want to live a happy life.
The political scenario is too unsettling. I don't think I want to go there.
Matters with Stone Worshipers are settled.
HOTS and Flight Path settled.
The only pending matters are all my personal matters.
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