Saturday, 28 March 2020

28/3/20 ^^^Let's deal with this issue

Is having a vivid fantasy bad?

Look I don't need to listen to the opinion of others.  All I know is I live in a world of my own.  Is that good or bad for me?

I say it is bad because what  I fantasize is not real and yet I BELIEVE THEY ARE REAL.

I need to put a stop to it.  There is no Crew 36.  They are just some figurines.  I need to be able to differentiate [] (between) fantasy and reality,  The trouble begins when I take the fantasy as reality.

So from here on there is no afterlife, nothing.

Unless I believe in my fantasy.

No, I don't want to believe.  I want to live my life, not living in a make believe fantasy:


To live my life means I accept that all the while I was Fantasy Prone.

However I can't dismantle Crew 36.  They are real.  The Troca Shell is real.  Sailbad the Sinner is real.

My fantasy only matters to me.  Why should I let go of my fantasy just because I shared my fantasy with Els?

Instead of dismantling [] (the) figurines, just accept that they are my fantasy.  I still need my imagination.  However I have to accept that my imagination is not real.

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Let's do the right thing.  The right thing is to no longer tweet TraXX.

Keep the fantasy but be mindful that it is just a fantasy.  The fantasy is only applicable to me alone.

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