At this point of my life, I have no remorse for the things I wrote in this blog. I used to get fidgety thinking about the judgement of others towards me.
Nowadays, I no longer think about what others opinion. I know who I am and I take full responsibility for my action.
So if people can't handle my quirkiness, I take it that its their problem with me, not the other way around.
Hence, I write as if I am writing to you only Sarah.
There are others who follow this blog who might like what I have to say. So far it works fine. What I am concern with are the vital few, not the trivial many.
Having said that, I don't really think much about what I wrote. They are snapshots of my thought as I was passing through time.
As it is, I am living in the present. As much as I look forward to a glorious future, the power of dream is in the now. Without today there is no tomorrow. Hence I don't think much about what tomorrow might brings. If it is meant to be it will happen. If not, I'm not gonna let go of today for a promise of a better tomorrow.
Today is yesterday's tomorrow. Hence I live one day at a time. Of course there is a backdrop, the horizon yonder. That however is just to set the course forward. The house in Medina is nice but I like where I am now.
I like my CCC and my10 km radius. I like the food that I eat and the clothes that I wear. On top of that I like my collection of watches.
If that is the case, why think too far ahead? Well Sarah, my darling. All those visions is to propel me forward. However the propulsion is none other than the little things that I mind on daily basis. These are the things that give me meaning to my life.
I can talk about going to the stars. However the things that matters are those that I do to fill my days.
Back to being a small thinker. Back to being microscopic. Although I have my head in the clouds, my feet are firmly rooted to the ground.
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