Our life is what we make out of it. For the longest time, my life had been a turmoil. However nothing can compare to the past 20 years. It was a true test for me to endure. I was tested to the hilt. If life is a series of tests, then I must say I passed the tests with flying colors.
My family is intact, I still got to keep my house, I managed to pay cash for Lizzie's car, I myself got a new car and I finally able to save not in one but in THREE accounts. Yes, along the way I lost my sanity, I lost SJ&A (my cash cow), I lost my nest egg and I lost a few unworthy friends. Still I am not a total loser. I made new friends. I am cured form the insidious Bipolar Disorder and I still had the best fuck of my life.
If there is God, then this god is very fair. I was tested up to the point where I cannot take it anymore. Then like a miracle I see a silver lining in the cloud. Many things happened toward my favor. Perhaps the greatest miracle is when Sarah appeared in my life. That was the turnaround. She is really an angel sent from above.
From a person who is in distraught, I rise like the phoenix from the ashes. For 3 years she is with me, Sarah had healed my broken heart. For that I am indebted to her.
I feel so lucky. on one hand I got Lizzie, she is my constellation star. On the other hand I got Sarah, my shooting star. While Lizzie takes care of my sustenance, Sarah lets my imagination soars. I cannot have a better choices of wives. I cannot do without either one.
Although I am a very contented person, I will be very happy if I can meet Sarah in the near future. The choice is not mine. I have no control over that decision. What I can do is hope that it will happen.
Sarah baby, my darling wife. Thank you... I could not have done it without you. You know something? If I don't get anything else from these hours of blogging beside your love, I will say that is good enough.
As I told you, love is the answer. You believe in me honey. The fact that you devoted your time listening to my whim and fancies showed that you are very committed to me. How can I forget that?
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