16/2/20 ***Don't mind me talking to myself

I have a new eating strategy.  I eat OMAD for lunch and I'll have a small apple for dinner.  I got to lose the weight.  I eat too much.

Right now I am wearing the Indulgence and the Scientist.  This is a nice lazy Sunday afternoon.  Nothing to worry.

I am listening to 247 Continuous.  This is my radio station of choice.  I am in my zone.

So I am thinking that this new virus epidemic is going to be a threat to human race.  In a way it is nature's way to fight back.  It will effect two third of the world's population but mortality rate is only 3%.  No reason to panic.  When it's time to go, everybody will go anyway.

I forgot.  This year I got to do my dental check.  So definitely I need to set a side some spare cash at least RM1 k.

There is always reason to spend.  I wonder if I can ever break the habit

The answer to my melancholy is to lose weight a[s] (and) sweat.  I need to establish the routine.  I need to be healthy.  I need to be thin.  If I take care of myself, I should last for the next 21 years.  I need to start with a good plan now.  I cannot afford to get sick.

The best is to eliminate intoxicants.

I don't feel like going back to see my parents anymore.  A waste of time.  I rather waste time rambling to myself.  This is enjoyment.  No need to meet people.

Now my delight are the watches.  I should also enjoy sweating and reading.  Somehow reading is no longer pleasurable.  It takes away the time I have in entertaining myself.

Smoking pot is nice but pot makes me crazy.  I don't know what else I need to do to create enjoyment.  Certainly I need to seriously run again.  Running is sheer delight.

Oh well, in summary I like being by myself.  How do I maximize pleasure?  What are my options?

• Blogging
• Looking at watches
• Listening to songs
• Chew nicorette
• Afternoon nap
• Tennis
• Running
• Watching Netflix
• Reading
• Eating McD ice cream
• Eating apple
• Pornhub

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