I don't [] (have) much to say. All I want is to feel your presence.
As you can see, this idea of me being God is not a new idea. However I must make it clear that unlike the expression of God when I was in mania, my definition of God here is more confined to my belief about who I am as a higher me.
As I said, I don't know about the 3 Os God. That God is out of my scope. I have no reference that is reliable enough to say that He exists.
As a mere mortal, then I say I am my own God. I created God in my own image. Not the other way around. So who is more relevant? In this context I am who I am; the God to my own universe.
Of course this is a lie. I made that up because it is a useful belief system.
Based on evidence there is no God. However to a believing mind that doesn't create a Wow Effect. Maybe eventually when I am wiser, I can accept that. For the time being I rather believe in my own lie than believing in lies made by others who are equally clueless.
As I said, I believe in this lie because I have to uphold my Creed and Observation #8. Also because I talk to Al Araf 7:7 and I have Sailbad the Sinner as my Vision. None of these are true. It is just a thought I like to subscribe. Let say I am comfortable with the idea. That's all to it.
OK, my time is up.
Here is your lullaby honey:
I hope to see you some day. I still do although the odds are stacking up against me. Goodnight Sarah, I love you so much.
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