It was a very lavish meal. Luckily I am on the gout medication. So I simply eat my heart out; stuffed crabs, lobsters, shrimps, beef, chicken, duck, sushi, dim sum, you name it.
This is to celebrate Princess belated birthday.
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As I mentioned in the previous posting, I had defined who I am, where I am going and my purpose. So from here on I just focus on my course of action.
It is very easy to stay off course. All I need to do is slip on my AHAD and OMAD commitment and there you have it, back on the rut.
The Path requires for me to be a man of action, not words.
Tomorrow is tennis. Definitely I sleep early tonight.
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I don't [] (have) much to say. I simply write to stay connected with you.
I feel like talking about the feeling I am having now wearing my watches. Right now I am wearing Steele and Tactical. A very fulfilling feeling indeed.
I have to admit, I love being who I am. I don't have much issues in life except my illness. So if I can accept my shortcomings and move from this point on I will be OK.
For example, if I can make my parameter small, then I can be pretty much contented with my circle of influence. I do plan to keep shrinking but this is as small as I can get.
It is only possible with the technology that is available. Without the blog, the songs and the watches, things can be different.
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This is the tricky part. How do I stay connected with you without saying a word? Very difficult indeed. Here I am just wanting to enjoy a quiet moment together sipping coffee. Instead I have to talk cock sing song.
That's why I don't go back to the past blogs. I don't want to live on reverse. I cannot wait to move forward. As of now my future is to be with you for eternity. I wish I can die sooner. 21 years is a very long time unless I keep on running on regular basis.
Other than that my enjoyment is what I am doing right now. KEEP IT SMALL AND SIMPLE.
You probably wonder if I don't miss the society. Honestly speaking, not at all. I don't like crowds. I don't like people. When I was doing training, I hate being in front of the class. I did it for the money. I enjoy teaching though. The knowledge sharing. Other than that, I rather be by myself like right now.
It's different when I'm with you. In this case I like writing and I just need one person to talk to. Pretty much like Yati. Only one close contact.
In that sense I prefer to go deep than go wide. It's always like that since school days.
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I think I'll walk KL on my own on the months I don't cut my hair. That money I use for the MRT Fare.
So next trip will be on April. I am dropping out Azzue. She turned out to be another Chubby Chubb. You don't see that in the photo because she has a lean face.
Nothing personal, if I am to be caught seeing with another woman, it's better be worth arguing with Lizzie LOL.
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I am in the zone now with my watches.
Nothing much really Sarah.
You know, I still find it hard to believe you are real. I just believe in it because I want to believe. Otherwise I could have sworn that all these are computer glitches. There is no concrete prove anyway.
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