I got it all wrong. I am not suppose to look for things to buy. If I look hard enough surely I will find something I want.
I should find the joy of seeing my money grow. This year's target is to save RM1000.
It's not that I am deprived of things to own.
So the trick is to window shop and COMPARE with what I already have like right now. Once I do that, I will realize that my previous choices are better. Each was selected with much care and attention. If I look at each watches, they have their own history. I should reminisce those moments and embrace the memories when I first got them.
One thing I should consider before buying anymore watches is to honestly answer this question: Do I fully utilized my collection?
Watch collection is purely a personal satisfaction. From the process of prospecting, to buying, to receiving, to wearing and then looking at them, watch collection is pure indulgence. Not even sex can beat the sheer joy of collecting watches.
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Today I skipped rice for lunch. Instead I have peanut butter sandwich and blueberry jam. Then I have Nescafe C Kosong and 6 grams of Fish Oil. I feel great. Certainly I am not going to miss rice. Actually the addiction to rice is due to my inclination to eat a lot of chili paste. I am addicted to the piquant aftertaste.
I feel so contented today. I am wearing the ARMY VARIATION right now and listening to Air Supply. I ate a hearty meal. Everything is going so smoothly. I guess I go on like this for one hour before I shower, wear my Adidas Get Ready perfume and read a little bit.
This is good life. No cigarette, no dope and no unexpected friendly WhatsApp from a long lost friend soliciting for prospects for a new business venture.
Lite is certainly agreeable with my mood.
My oh my, it feels good to be alone. Suddenly there are less problems to worry. I am in this cocoon of comfort nobody can penetrate. A world that only I can understand. Surrounded by angels singing and insulated by the breeze coming out of my table fan.
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Where is the angels taking me? Well, my thoughts linger on saving money. The joy of having a sense that nothing worries me because I have enough. It's a feeling of security.
Things cannot help me when I am in trouble. Only money and people with money can do that. So I need money. Not because I need to spend my money but for it to give me a sense of security. I need to plan ahead. I need to think of the time when I need money for health care.
As for material acquisition, I have plenty already. Now to use money to buy me peace of mind.
Money, money, money... Must be funny. In a rich man's world - ABBA.
So now I close one eye and just set aside RM200 a month for my health care.
Of course I need to diet and exercise.
So today I make another attempt to OMAD.
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