This is my decision: I am pulling out from HOTS and The Flight Path. The risk is too high on my part. If ever there is money for me, then it is the RM97 million.
I don't want from a zero risk living, suddenly I have a mountain of risks.
It is true that no risk no return but I am not willing to take that risk.
I am happy being like this. Risk free living. Seriously Sarah, how many people are really free out there?
You know what saves my skin? It's the Red Lighting process. When I move from Fuzzy Thinking to Rigid Thinking. It is true that we start at the Point of Paradox. However we cannot be there indefinitely. After a while we need to move from ambiguity to absolute.
From here on whatever I will be doing, I will definitely Red Light it. I want to enjoy my life. It's not much of a life but it is one hell of a life.
I have everything that I need without having to take unnecessary risk. Come to think of it, now I am better than Queen Elizabeth and Dalai Lama. They still have to worry about risk. Otherwise they would not have hired security.
In my case, I am aiming to subtract to the barest minimum. Right now I am subtracting until I only spend RM100 a month. Let see if I can do it this month.
While I am red lighting, I figured its not worth to fuck a Gaysha. The risk is too high. Comparatively Porn Hub is risk free. The difference is negligible.
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So now I got to manage food. Hey, I think I start OMAD again starting tomorrow. OMAD and AHAD.
Boy, do I feel so at ease now. This is redha.
I think I am back to being sensible again. I am not gullible. That I am very thankful.
Now that is no longer a pull factor and I don't care about God and the afterlife, will you still be interested to converse with me Sarah?
Actually the choice is entirely up to you. You can take me as I am or you can move on. I will still write the blog. That is me throwing away my cash. No worries at all. I got FULL 24 Hours of my time as it is.
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