The blog is a load of thoughts as they comes. They are not worthy to be considered an archive. I just write the blog so that I can keep myself occupied. What matters is really my ability to take action. Meaning the ability for me to manage my food and exercise. If I cannot get that right then I cannot win the day. If I cannot win the day, then I cannot win my life.
What I should do is start on a clean slate. Disregard everything that happen to me the past 20 years and move forward in the next 21 years with a new paradigm. In this paradigm I don't even consider what will happen to me upon death. I just live my life one day at a time.
I should stop reinforcing false beliefs. Just take what is at face value. So the issue here is I am depressed because I am over weight and I don't exercise. I tackle the two issues head on.
Other issues are irrelevant for me to be healthy and happy; God, afterlife, religion, politic etc. These are recurring issues that have no ending.
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I have 26 minutes to go. Basically what I want to say is I am not going to entertain all thoughts that are not leading me to become healthy and happy.
With the arrival of Cordura, I am putting a closure on all thoughts that I had in the past 20 years. I'm going to just focus on current affairs. Basically about me living in isolation.
Starting today my mission is to lose weight and to exercise. That all to it. I won't be talking about other stuff anymore.
I must focus on doing the right thing. I must focus on getting well. Nothing else matters.
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