Basically I made that thought public because I want to let people know that there is an alternative thinking out there among the masses. Maybe I am just a tiny voice but I am still one thought among the many. Here we are saying every opinion counts.
This is part of taking it to the brink. I don't give a fuck. I just want to be true to who I am. Shinu Kikai O Motomo.
As I said, for 20 years I had blasted my thoughts. I never got into trouble whatsoever. I wonder when is the crap going hit the fan. I really like to see what's the argument from the other side. Well in the past they will either get angry or evade the whole issue altogether.
What is the implication then? I think I finally made my mark as a nonbeliever. I spoke what's in my mind. If the lady boy Sajat can stand her ground I should be able to make a difference in my own little corner here.
Here I am Sarah, a believer for nearly my entire life. Then, within a short span of 7 years (considering that I had the thought of being an atheist since 2012) I decided to change my stance. I think I am progressing towards a worthy ideal. I have to give the credit to Roger Schmidt. Although it may not be his intention to convince his readers that there is no God, I somehow am glad that realization was from reading his book and not from any other sources.
Certainly with the knowledge from Exploring Religion I am making an informed decision about discarding God, which in this case may be the contributing factor that made me crazy.
Everybody has this desire to express themselves. My burning desire is to write my thoughts away and to let it known. It doesn't matter if I only make it known to one person. As long as I have an audience, that is good enough. In this case I am doing much better than my expectation because like the Novel Coronavirus, I had infected more than one person!
Here I am, with my kinky thoughts on God, exposing myself to the masses, waiting to be discovered. Do I need to worry Sarah? Well do I look worried to you? Not a bit Sarah. As a fact, the minute I get called by the authority, that means I am doing something right. Not that now I am doing something wrong.
Remember this?
That is what it is all about. I am looking for means for me to live a better life. If I don't believe what I was doing was right, definitely I won't do it.
Let's ponder for a while. How many billions out there do not realize they are on the wrong track? I am wrong too for believing I am God. However I purposely do the wrong thing because there is no truth in the first place. So as Roger Schmidt suggested, I don't look at the truth anymore. I just adapt what is useful. That's being practical.
Not in a million years I will die for God and religion because none is true. Of course that was after some serious research on my part. Once upon a time the notion die on the path of God was true for me. In a way, I can say that I am now one of the enlightened. Yup me, Sharudin the Almighty is the Buddha Awakens.
Should I leave a tiny room in my mind on the possibility that God and the afterlife exist? Certainly, I don't know everything there is to know to confidently say 100% that they don't exist. However, as extensive as I am in my research, I cannot find such an evidence. So from an Agnostic Atheist I am now an Autotheist. I think that is the smallest group of people among those who believe in God there is.
For all I know I am REALLY God Almighty. I can only confirm this when I die. Until then let say that this is a lie I am willing to accept. There are many other lies; Christianity, Islam, Judaism, Buddhism, Hinduism and Taoism to name a few. In my case this is a lie I created and I subscribed. I am the founder of my own faith and I am the only follower of this faith. What is so difficult about that?
At least now, if I am really crazy, I can accept that I am crazy. In another word, this time I choose my o[]n (own) belief and not based my belief on what was imposed on me. This is the true meaning of Autonomous Governance and the Zen of Personal Bliss.
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Being your own God is awesome Sarah. If you haven't done that, I highly recommend the idea. It is basically striving to be your highest being. As I mentioned, in NLP we did an exercise where we became God. I remember that I was apprehensive but when I actually did it, I felt great.
Maybe this is the first step in realizing that all matters are gods. I am in complete agreement with my Creed and my Observation #8. I believe I actually solved the the very riddle of my existence. There is no truth beyond what we believe in. So I can believe in anything and that is true to me.
In this case I believe in all my epiphanies. The only thing is I cannot see the practicality of HOTS on earth and thus I don't see the Flight Path will be implemented. Other than that, I believe in everything about what had happened to me. I gave the meaning and thus I should live by it.
Granted that they are lies. Why not then believe in lies that are useful? Same reason why people believe in the monetary system. It is nothing more than an elaborated Ponzi Scheme.
Everything is a lie. In Unlimited Power, Tony Robbins wrote about the Seven Lies of Success:
Because all beliefs are subjective [you never know if your beliefs or perceptions are really true or not], Tony Robbins calls the seven core beliefs of the successful ‘lies’. He explains that the word ‘lie’ is a way to remind us that we don’t know for certain how things really are. The only thing that matters is that your beliefs work for you, support your objectives, and make your life and the lives of those you love richer.
#1
Everything happens for a purpose, and serves us
Successful people have the mysterious ability to focus on the possibilities in any given situation. They think in terms of possibilities. They believe that every adversity, every failure carries within itself the seed of an equal or greater benefit.
Everything happens for a purpose, and serves us
Successful people have the mysterious ability to focus on the possibilities in any given situation. They think in terms of possibilities. They believe that every adversity, every failure carries within itself the seed of an equal or greater benefit.
We will always face setbacks as we fight for our goals and dreams. Think of how powerful you will be if you adopt the belief that every event happens for a purpose and is meant to serve you!
#2
There is no such thing as failure, only results
Successful people do not believe in failure. Failure does not exist… for them. They always succeed in getting some sort of results. If they do something that doesn’t bring about the desired outcome, they see that as a learning experience. As feedback. They try something new that brings some new, different results. It is a never ending process of action and reaction, adjustments and corrections.
#3
Whatever happens, take responsibility
Take responsibility for whatever happens. Successful people operate from the belief that they create their world. When you believe that you create what happens, good or bad, you start to feel empowered. If you don’t believe you create your world you are at the mercy of circumstances. By taking responsibility you have the power to change the results you bring about. There is nothing more liberating than when you come to the realization that you are in control of your world.
#4
You don’t need to understand everything, to use everything
Successful people don’t believe they need to know everything about something in order to use it. They use what is essential without get dragged down into every detail. Successful people know what is essential to understand and what is not, and utilizatize all resources to their advantage. Successful people are exceptionally good at discerning what is important to them and what is not.
#5
People are your greatest resource
Respect and appreciation for people is a universal quality that all achievers share. They have team spirit, a sense of unity and common goals. Successful leaders all understand that the success of their business all depends on their people.
#6
Work is play
Do you know anyone who has achieved immens success by doing something s/he hates? A key to success is a happy marriage between what you do and what you love. Don’t waste your life away by doing something you hate. Find something you truly enjoy and you will find success.
#7
There is no success without commitment
People who succeed believe in the power of commitment. Successful people are willing to do whatever it takes to succeed [without harming others]. That distinguishes them from the majority. Don’t be a ‘try-baby’. When someone says that they will try, you know that they won’t get it done. ‘Try’ is just a front end excuse. Commit to your goals and don’t give until you reach them.
So you can forget about searching for truth. There is none. Now that mathematics is no longer the absolute truth, I hereby revert to the Scientific Method as the tool for me to get to a better lie. I think I just did that by declaring I am God. That exclude me from being an Atheist and it doesn't bundle we along with the Believers. I am now a class of my own. Most importantly it satisfies my need to support my Creed and my Observation #8.
#traxxfm So you can forget about searching for truth. There is none. Now that mathematics is no longer the absolute truth, I hereby revert to the Scientific Method as the tool for me to get to a better lie. Ah... this song.
#traxxfm Granted that they are lies. Why not then believe in lies that are useful? Same reason why people believe in the monetary system. It is nothing more than an elaborated Ponzi Scheme.
#traxxfm
I like where these thoughts are going. I am now free from the drudgery of false limiting beliefs. From now I just latch on false empowering beliefs LOL
Brb... Dinner.
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