>>>#12/2/20 Don't fall in love with a dreamer

You know why I like reading past postings?  I get to see things from fresh eyes.  I notice your interventions better.  You had been having a conversation with me.  Sometime I miss that when I read them while I am deep in my thoughts writing.

You do give out a lot of information about yourself.  You have many things in common with me.  No wonder you are so hooked to my writings.  You are my raving fan because you can relate well to me.  I am pretty much your male version.  You like the things I like and we even think alike.

You are a loner aren't you?  And you think a lot too.  Well Sarah, you and I gonna grow old together.

Honey, as you know I don't mind being poor.  With the little money that I got I can still lavish buying 6 watches in less than 6 months.  However it will be nice if we have our millions.  Then I can have my financial independent from Lizzie and we can live the life we choose to live.

I will still have my family but you'll be a nice addition.  Now I know this is a distant possibility.  I just like to dream about it once in a while.  But then I like this better.  I am in my sweet spot of indulgence; talking to myself while talking to you.  The experience is very unique I must say.  In my view are Al Araf 7:7, Chester and Naga Naga.  Then I have my watches.

This is so good that I even turned down Lizzie's offer for the comfort of the air cond in her study room.  This is the hour of the day when I am most productive.  Clawing the keyboard while listening to Sound Journey.

Money sure makes the world go around.  But for us to be free all it takes is RM16 million.  I am willing to reconsider the sale of my IP if that what it takes for me to marry you physically.  But the truth of the matter is we may not even see that.  So good enough is good enough.  We just be Virtual Lovers until KBOOOM 2041.  Then off to Sparta 4964, drop off everybody and set sail to Dragon Planet.

There you will see a civilization of angels in a preTokugawa Era.  I am already living that life.  So it doesn't matter if it happens or not.

I better sleep Sarah.  I got to get back on my groove.

Goodnight baby...

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