>>>#2/2/20 What I saw on tv got translated in my dream

I had a strange dream this morning.  I was involved in a nationwide awareness campaign with CELCOM.  We suppose to address the grassroots on a motivational talk that I was supposed to deliver.  Everybody in the project team was dressed in a green military uniform.  I don't understand the correlation between the talk and the outfit. So I decided to wake up.  Only then I realized that I was watching the tv last night and M. Nasir, a local composer was seen to join forces with a local hip hop band.

He was sported wearing a green cap and a green outdoor jacket.  At that time I thought is was weird.  Why would M. Nasir dressed like a trail hiker?  It didn't occur to me that he was wearing green to symbolize military.

This is amazing.  My unconscious mind can pick up the subliminal message and project that in my dream!  So that's what it is.  There is a silent war going on.  Am I suppose to be a part of this war?  What is it all about?

He talked about zuhud (no love for the material world).

Yeah, I was zuhud once.  Talk is cheap M. Nasir.  You sent your kid to a private  school in Australia.

I don't think I want to have any part of it.

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Now that I had secured my position, I'm not going to budge from it.  This is the best place to be.  I had purged myself from the society.  I am not coming back anytime soon.

Aim small miss small.  That's what I learned.  

In addition, I had given much thought about Azzue last night. I decided to drop her.  She is one of the herd mentality.  Better to move away as far as I can.  She is too close for comfort.  Another one bite the dust.

Instead, I am looking forward to tennis with Princess.  That is my thing.

To be better than Queen Elizabeth, I got to remain where I am.  It is a very small space.  Only a few can squeeze in.

I gotta go...

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