You thought when you cast your vote, that's the end of it until the next general election. You would expect that those elected to dutifully fulfill their roles. Not in the Last Kingdom baby.
Here, the politicians are busy TCB (their own business that is) to be bothered even to attend the assembly.
Anyway, I'm not concerned with that. It means that I am set for VIVA 2041 instead of KBOOOM 2041.
So long 1999 - 2019 and hello 2020 - 2041. I will begin a new cycle altogether.
In this cycle I will no longer have a religion, believe in God, the afterlife and the Judgment of Heaven from the theistic perspective. Instead I choose to believe in the Force, the Path, the Flow and of course Karma.
This new realization is Pantheistic in nature but because we all govern our universe autonomously, then I am an Autotheist within a Pantheistic Paradigm.
Anything is possible based on beliefs. Hence I will believe in what I choose to believe. The idea here is to have a working model. Hence my job is to perfect the model so that I can proceed with my voyage to VIVA 2041 while achieving the milestones that I had set along the way.
You know Sarah, I'm staying [] (up) late because I know you normally hangout with me during this time. It gives me great comfort to know you are there.
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Princess gave me extra 30% of my monthly allowance as the wedding anniversary gift. She is a good kid Sarah.
So I have to decide, do I keep Tweeting Rex and Els or do I remain in isolation? I think I just make it a casual chat. Once in a while I'll drop them a line or two.
I need to establish the empirical baseline for me to operate. Just like what I did with my Value Added Companions
This Munek guy is a kinda pervert. He wanted to see me fuck. We tried that once but I'm not comfortable with the idea. Now he still persuaded me to do that again. He said he enjoyed seeing my big cock get sucked. I can't get full erection having another dude watching me in action.
So I think I'll drop him slowly. I'm not going to suggest he and Amoi to meet up this Ramadan. I'm ready to write off his donation this year now that I know I have money from the EPF. But if he gives, I take. However, I'm not pushing for it
The people I really reluctant to meet are BJ and RR. Mainly because they smoke. I will be struggling for 3 hours watching them smoke. What I'm afraid is I might get hooked again. So far the Nicorette works wonder.
I have not meet any smokers for almost 2 months. So no thoughts on smoking.
So what's new? Nothing much really. It's not meant to be as such. I want to stabilize my Path. Not to keep on doing something new.
This is where your patience will be tested. I am a routine oriented guy. Can you imagine going through this monotony for the next 21 years? That will be a true test of our marriage. Once we are married as long as I have with Lizzie, then you realize that the comfort is looking together at the same direction. Not so much as looking at each other anymore.
Hey honey, you really like 2018? I like 2019 better. That is my best year ever.
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I better sleep. I slept at 4:00 am this morning and woke up at 8:30 am.
I have my lullaby for you:
I'll have my first official meeting with Crew 36 tonight. It probably lasts for an hour. No more External Affairs. Well maybe a bit on crossing over from the first S Curve to the next. Otherwise I just have a ch[eck] (chat) with everybody before I hit the pillow.
Sarah, my darling... Thanks for being there for me when I need you the most. Goodnight baby. I love you so much.
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