>>>#15/2/20 Hold on to Vision Quest

Nothing else should get on my way.  I have all the watches that I can ever wear.  I managed to reduce my Value Added Companions to only 4.  I dropped the idea of HOTS and Flight Path.  I still have Sarah by my side.

On top of that, this year is my 30th Wedding Anniversary.  I cannot believe that I am married to Lizzie for 3 decades.

So I reaffirm my NO 3 Cs OATH.  As long as I get my dose of Nicorette, I am set to sail the horizon.  No more complex thoughts involving others.  I had accepted that I am a subset of God.  I revert back to believing there are God and afterlife.  I am God to my Universe.  That constitutes my 12 meters square.  That's all to it.  I am my own God.

Others may have their beliefs.  I don't [] (need) the society and the society don't need me.  So I don't need to listen to news.  I just read whatever in Google News and I watch 8 o'clock news on WiFi.  That is as much news as I need.

I should avoid surfing the shopping websites.  When you look for things to buy, there is always something to buy.  Even when I go to the mall, that is for eating.  Other than that I just hang in the CCC.  I have everything I need here.

Other than that I exercise at BU 2 park.  Even if I run, I run along the park.  Equipped with a headphone I can be anywhere in my mental landscape.  I need to shrink my parameters further.  I got everything here in Bandar Utama.  Occasionally I go to TTDI.  Even that is not necessary.  I just eat my lunch from the food truck.  Maybe once a month I go and walk KL.  That will be my "Celebrating the Small Wins".  It is better than wasting time watching the movies.  I just watch whatever on Netflix should I need to watch something.  Personally I think listening to music is good enough.

Being in isolation should help me focused on my Vision Quest.  I already knew the answer; to be healthy and happy I need to be thin and fast.  The only way to do it is through diet and exercise.

As far as my conclusion about truth is concerned:

There is no truth beyond what we choose to believe. - Sharudin Jamal

Now, rather than try to convince others about my nugget of wisdom, I just savor the realization and keep it close to myself.  Enlightenment is only meant for those who choose to follow where the argument leads.  It's not meant for the masses.  Just be happy that you are among the enlighten ones.

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I got to sleep Sarah.  Today is a very fulfilling one for me.

Here is your lullaby:

Goodnight Sarah.  I love you so much.

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